awkward man.
. Sunday, July 31, 2011 // 11:41:00 PM 
During work,
Things i want really badly now. . // 4:28:00 AM
reflection journal for today . // 3:22:00 AM
For today, i learnt that i should never pick up the phone in the morning cause i will mutter nonsense and answer everything when i am just awake and still sleepy,in fact i should set my phone to silent and also i should just be like a angry bird and scream out a dictionary worth of profanity in 8 languages at that psychopath who thinks that i owe him something or what.
NANANA . Friday, July 29, 2011 // 12:46:00 PM
cause a giraffe's heart is 2 feet long and weighs about 25pounds.
HAHAHA I AM MAD. . // 11:12:00 AM
Hello habitants of the dying Mother Earth, this is huishan here~
rabbit teeth grin. . Tuesday, July 26, 2011 // 4:06:00 PM
hulo . Sunday, July 24, 2011 // 8:37:00 PM
I will be so dead if my boss decided to pop into the shop now.
镜花水月 . Thursday, July 21, 2011 // 10:33:00 PM
镜中之花 水中之月
i have come to my senses . Tuesday, July 19, 2011 // 9:44:00 PM
screw this.
miao miao . // 8:20:00 PM
Thus googled about "keep on thinking that everything is my fault" & all sort of shitty stuff appears,social anxiety then suffering from low self esteem to being cause by my upbringing.
. Monday, July 18, 2011 // 2:49:00 PM
SHOULD I FEIGN DEPRESSION JUST TO BRING A KITTEN HOME?.
gloomy. . Friday, July 15, 2011 // 12:46:00 AM
You know,
Dearest liting, . Tuesday, July 12, 2011 // 12:00:00 AM
): . Monday, July 11, 2011 // 11:28:00 PM
Hi i am really very upset now.
konichiwa hai hai . Friday, July 8, 2011 // 2:48:00 PM
Oh hulos intelligent creatures.
. // 1:04:00 PM
Memories fade but the feeling stays.
naega jeil jal naga . Tuesday, July 5, 2011 // 9:05:00 PM
During work,
When everyone is like everydayimshuffling~ i am like playing phoenix and shouting objections! in the shop.
There is something wrong with meh.
Things i want really badly now. . // 4:28:00 AM
A rollercoaster ride
To blast a zombie's brain
Crucios on that psychopath
Grocery shopping
A hug
Harry potter 7........
See a alien
See a mermaid
See a yeti
See a eclipse
Go ikea
Owe a kitty
Adopt a guinea pig
To look cute
& nanananaana ♥
reflection journal for today . // 3:22:00 AM
For today, i learnt that i should never pick up the phone in the morning cause i will mutter nonsense and answer everything when i am just awake and still sleepy,in fact i should set my phone to silent and also i should just be like a angry bird and scream out a dictionary worth of profanity in 8 languages at that psychopath who thinks that i owe him something or what.
OI.
i only rmb replying twice and then totally ignoring all this msgs after that and that is like ages ago.
When did i ever say we both could be together are you dreaming omg,why can't i ignore your msgs,why must i meet you and why did i stupidly reveal my location thus make me behave like a ninja for the whole day trying to look out for some crazyyy man.
WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVES THIS.
i can't even sleep in peace.
By right we're strangers ok stop pestering me i would rather die from the black plague than to see you & i am already taken, mentally that's it.i am a very devoted girl pft. amen
angry.
the most frustrating part is that i din't even scream a fuckk at him.
................................................
punchaholeinthewall
NANANA . Friday, July 29, 2011 // 12:46:00 PM
Weird things you do when you're alone
nananananana~
How have you change in the past two years
From dolores umbridge to severus snape ( dressing wise *cough cough*)
What kind of person attracts you
Forever sleepy and not awake.
What you wear to bed
I steal my big bro's tee. :-)
The person you like and why you like them
cause a giraffe's heart is 2 feet long and weighs about 25pounds.Your opinion on cheating on people
Something you're currently worrying about
do you like me?.do you like me not?
*pluck flower petals*
Ah screw this i should just grab his collar and shake the answer out of him.
GR
Your last kiss
Don't. mention. it,
I actually kissed a ..... maggot
You view on alcohol and drugs
Urban Dictionary:
1. Meh
Indifference; to be used when one simply does not care.
1. Meh
Indifference; to be used when one simply does not care.
Things you want to say to an ex
I hope you get biten by billion of bullet ants first and then get shredded in a zillion pieces by the soldier ants.
.................................
Something disgusting you do
I like to mix coke with garlic chilli plus some pepper and salt then in the mustard here you go, oh left over burger&fries!!! there there *toss in* HEY WILL ANYONE PASS ME THE MAYO?. ummmmmm that should be enough now now where the straw? * stir stir stir* ahhhhh care for a bite?.
:)
The best thing that happen to you this week
I see unicorn & the end of a rainbow.
3 things you're proud of about your personality
Righteous, protective & the ability to be invisible.
I am a superhero ~
Things that make you scared
ARGHHH STAY.AWAY.FROM.ME. +
Something that never fail to make you feel better
The last argument you had
STOP KICKING THAT BOX MY HAMSTERS RESIDE IN LIKE SOME RUBBISH BIN! & STOP LEAVING THEM OUTSIDE FOR THE BUGS TO FEAST ON THEIR BLOOD!!!
*RAMPAGE*
Something you can't seem to get over
Embarrassing myself again and again.
*cover face and roll off the bed*
10things about you people don't really expect
I HEADSHOT THE ZOMBIES.
I CAN KILLZ COCHROACHES
I CAN REALLY COOK
I CAN EAT MORE THAN YOU
I CAN SAY "SMOKED SALMON" PURRFECTLY.
I CAN...I....BRAINDEAD.
10ways to win your heart
Be as cute as a bulldog. That's enough
awwwwww its alright come mama give you a hug ♥
Your religious beliefs
Look at the halo. orz
Talk about your siblings
"Hi big bro i looked up upon you all the times & you're great but not today cause you chase me out of the bathroom in the morning and disrupted my blissful bathing ritual."
A picture of yourself
HAHAHA I AM MAD. . // 11:12:00 AM
Hello habitants of the dying Mother Earth, this is huishan here~
Been feeling rather sentimental recently.
Well its hard being a girl, our emotional range is as vast as the universe.
*insert galaxy jpeg*
So i been like heeheehee *giggles* then suddenly frown and scowl then finally the breakdown - sobsobsobsob *sniffes*
This is really crazy.
btw gifs from my few of my favourite anime /movie.
This part is so heartbreaking :(. I love the white dragon so much!T-T
& then,
HAHAHAHA. *nobs*
rabbit teeth grin. . Tuesday, July 26, 2011 // 4:06:00 PM
Ohman, i need a haircut so badly.
When is the last time i entered a barbershop?.
Urmmmmm when human get help from the alien on constructing the Pyramid.
:).
Good things are happening to me!.
See i told you, do a good deed and it will come back to you.
But i am only kind to the animals and those in needy.
For the others? mehhhh *shove them aside*
So angry now.
am like looking at photos and aww cute cute cute i am in love hee hee tee hee then....smooching?!!!.
i don't want to see!
*slam laptop shut!!!*
LOL ok bye bye off i go~
hulo . Sunday, July 24, 2011 // 8:37:00 PM
I will be so dead if my boss decided to pop into the shop now.
HAHAHAHA
Am watching norwengien wood the movie and kenichi is so cute.
I love guys who look sleepy 24/7 hahaha.
"之后，
我就不知道该如何同别人交往
不知道究竟怎样才算是爱”
& i actually did shed a tear or two in the shop while watching the movie.
LOL.
to make it worst, a regular came in and thought i am upset or something.
AHHHHHHHHHH BYEBYE MY GOOD SALES TODAY T^T.
镜花水月 . Thursday, July 21, 2011 // 10:33:00 PM
镜中之花 水中之月
虚无缥缈 总归一空
若君无意 我便休。
i have come to my senses . Tuesday, July 19, 2011 // 9:44:00 PM
screw this.
I shall stop mind fucking myself.
SO WHAT EVEN IF THE WHOLE WORLD DESERTED ME?
SO WHAT EVEN IF I AM THE LAST ALIEN ON EARTH?
SO WHAT.
With fresh oxygen, abundant h2o and nutrients plus a source of entertainment (books+laptop with internet connection),
i can still survive.
Meh.
pft
fuck you all!.
-driven into insanity-
& now i shall go and take in nutrients essential for my own survival.
miao miao . // 8:20:00 PM
Finally found miaomiao~
Am so worried about her for the past few days (death,injury,send to spca etc)
look like it will be doing fine~
Since she look so fierce i doubt anyone would go and bully her.
HAHAHA
&yes i can't take a photo of her face cause i will think she will scratch me if i do so :(
Erm why is it that all the animals that i like are so fat?.
Am feeling so upset now,
Why is it that whenever i read about something negative written by my friend/ din't get a reply i will start to jump into conclusion and eventually thinking that it is somehow or somewhat my fault.
So mind fucking, i hate it.
Thus googled about "keep on thinking that everything is my fault" & all sort of shitty stuff appears,social anxiety then suffering from low self esteem to being cause by my upbringing.
-_-.
ffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh
KAO, i am super optimistic ok go away!
:(.
sometimes i don't desire a happy ending cause fairy godmother won't be there to flick her wand on me anymore.
. Monday, July 18, 2011 // 2:49:00 PM
SHOULD I FEIGN DEPRESSION JUST TO BRING A KITTEN HOME?.
LOL,JUST KIDDIN.
*small voice inside my head*
Should i should i??
am feeling so refreshed today
loving my decision to not go school~
Awwwwww a day without facing humans. i like
But should i head out to buy 胭脂水粉(rough) ?.
Mine are all either running out or in pieces
yawns so tired.
maybe i should just stay home and pack my wardrobe AGAIN.
gloomy. . Friday, July 15, 2011 // 12:46:00 AM
You know,
I am those kind of irritating "afraid to die" people who will keep on restarting&refreshing my game until i get the purrfect state to start my game with. Even if i am halfway through the game and i make a wrong choice I WILL FIGGING RESTART.
I am insane right.
That's why it took me so damn long to complete a game hahahaha
I can't stand imperfection in life.
It will kill me mentally and yet my life is full of them :(
Feeling so lousy now, I am one useless alien without any bright future to look forward to.
The only dim ray of hope i can harbor now is to marry jaejoong/Gdragon/jaychou (HAHAHAHAHA)
Feeling so moody now,
at least my nose is still intact heeheehee lame harry potter joke.
Ok i should go to sleep now and cheer up!
I must not throw the alien race's face by being so weak. Imma one strong alien aja!.
f33l1ng s0 t1r3d n0w :(
Dearest liting, . Tuesday, July 12, 2011 // 12:00:00 AM
Please come back as prick. I am padfoot hihi HAHA
Oh & i am viewing andyker's photo that time, see i gona like your photo neh HAHA
): . Monday, July 11, 2011 // 11:28:00 PM
Hi i am really very upset now.
My mum just murdered that rope tassle necklace thingy which i love so much.
I REALLY LOVE IT,SWEAR.
couldn't find it anyway and went to ask my mum about it,
Then she replied in a lazy tone and pointed towards the bamboo pole.
I saw my baby's corpse hanging there, all fizzy and destroyed.
*started screaming*
and yep we sorta started quarreling again.
But its her fault!, she din't say sorry to me mpft.
Anyways finally i get a half day off~, feels so good staying at home.
& went to jurong east for cheap lipstick with ber after school.
brought a lot and i emptied her wallet cause i din't bring enough cash out.
HAHAHAHAHA.
I reallllllllllllly like lippy stuff. Can't resist them :(
thus for now, i had 15 lipsticks and N number of lip glosses -_-
should i wear bright baby pink lips out tomorrow and start the wit out of those kiasu mrt auntie?
Heeheeheeheehee
konichiwa hai hai . Friday, July 8, 2011 // 2:48:00 PM
Oh hulos intelligent creatures.
I still do believe that aliens created us
HAHA that's random.
As 2012 draws nearer, my faith started to wander as i don't see any sight of ufo zooming around.
:(.
* disgruntled*
well been really very busy recently with school and work.
& that taxi simulation shit project is murdering my precious braincells.
I really really really do hate coding, diagrams and anything the requires that usage of my left brain.
& then needa go to school early today to research on ENTERPRISE stuff.
Promotion,entry to the market,UPVS, 4U ....nani des ka? nani???.Watashi wa shiranai!
Read shakespeare to me instead, i will understand them better.
Oh dear lord, you structured my brain in a way whereby nothing mathematic or theoretic are able to penetrate it so please stop bullying me with this kind stuff ;_;.
Erm after ranting i am suddenly brain dead.
Too much of those Bam ratatata tatatatata chanting is turning me stupid.
-Throw in a video again and run away-
Minah is so cute x3~
. // 1:04:00 PM
Memories fade but the feeling stays.
naega jeil jal naga . Tuesday, July 5, 2011 // 9:05:00 PM
Bam Ratatata Tatatatata ~
