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mulţumesc . Friday, December 31, 2010 // 4:41:00 AM Photobucket








只愿一天你会醒来 爱情会像翅膀打开



Today is the last day of 2010 . // 3:34:00 AM Photobucket

And i think i shouldn't let the last post be about how happy i am over alien coming to earth.

(LOL)

Well it should be all about resolution for the next year,wishes and final thought about this years bahbahbahbahbah.

but i am in no mood to think of a resolution!.
I just spent so much on online shopping ,....
gonna be eating vegetables next week i guess

8^8

crycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycry

In a very sad mood,i guess my resolution for next year will just be:
fuckcare the humans who fuckcare me.

ok that sound kinda crude.

whatever that just pop right into my mind & i am lazy to think of another one,

Er final thoughts about this year is that...
Why am i still fucking single and alone

>:C

thennnnnnnn my new year wish will be a continue from last year.

I WANNA A SLIMMER FACE.nabei
grant it already!.

&^%$#@!

-the end-

the last post of 2010 will be filled with profanity cause this year aint a good year for me humph


OMG!!! . // 12:51:00 AM Photobucket

HI,
IS THE ALIENS COMING TO EARTH ON 2012???.
OMG THIS IS HELLYEAH EXCITING.
YAY

I WANTED TO SEE THEM SINCE YOUNG MAN.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

ok sorry i am not mad,
but well if 2012 is true wouldn't it be better to see aliens before you die then to die in a earthquake?.

die also must die a exciting death what.

!

Wow this is so amazing,
came home and hear the news and tadas, started googling about it.
LOL.

So there is a 12th planet call nibiru where the alien reside in!!.
Yes alien exist and they build the pyramids!!.

XDDDDD

Ohplease please if 2012 gonna be true let there be alien invasion instead of the boring earthquake and er flooding. I rather die under laser guns heeheeheeeheheheheheee


hubby(s) ~ . Thursday, December 30, 2010 // 2:27:00 AM Photobucket

Junhyun~

btw this post is all about my husbandsssssss,
it will be boring you can skip now LOL.


on the side note: yoseob's facial expression at 6.22 is so figging funny.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Heeheehee i like his furyo shonen vibe.
He look so dashing in the mv~ ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
*cover face and squeaks*

......i must go find that jacket thing he is wearing!.
Determinationnnnn!!!

i must have it!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh,
Why all my husbands got a "J" in their names,
this is getting confusing

Jaejoong hyunjoong jonghyun jiyong Jihoon and now junhyun!.
my brain is bursting!!! +_+.

try reading out all their names at once, like a tongue twister man.


I love jaejoong cause ... i just love him.
I love hyunjoong cause he talk like a alien.
I love jonghyun cause he look like a cute gangster.
I love jiyong cause of the way he dress.
I love jihoon cause of his killer sparking cutsy smile.
And i love junhyun cause of his -_- stare.

Well overall i like them because they look extremely handsome.

*giggles like flower idiot*

heeheeheeheeheeheeheeheehee




..... . Wednesday, December 29, 2010 // 3:41:00 AM Photobucket

Am feeling nauseous after watching some farm to fridge video about animal cruelty.
I promise to eat lesser meat.

Actually today, ... my mum only fed me vegetables :C.

omgggggggg ;_;
how can they do these to the piglets Y-Y.


Fml. . // 2:32:00 AM Photobucket

Yes huishan is totally in a fuckmylife situation now.
stressed.

Now i need to run around singapore just to take photos of stupid taxi stands and sit there to observe human being then draw graphs....

everything need to be handed in on monday

HOLYHELL LET ME DIE.


Grumble grumble . // 12:40:00 AM Photobucket


Muah why is my dara so pretty~ ♥

Working again tomorrow,
and i just recieve messages that make my blood boil. -_-+
Workplace is getting more and more disgusting as the shop is surrounded by so many bitches.

Why are they so desperate in trying to make my boss fire us?.

/A\;
whatever,
i will continue to pop party crackers and eat nasi lemak in happiness there just to annoy the hell out of them. pft

trying hard to type longer to push down the unhappy posts.
2011 is coming and i will be happy in the next new year!.

for example i will get a boyfriend and we will go on a fake furniture shopping hand in hand dreaming about how our future house will look like~

....
the more i think about it the sadder i am.

BAH.

wooo so haven't even send in my orders and i am already dying to get the goods.
I can't wait to see the red dress ~ wheeeeeee

and my wallet will be very empty for this month,sigh.

off to cook maggie mee,
i don't care even if my face is fat anymore!

>:C


:C . Tuesday, December 28, 2010 // 3:58:00 AM Photobucket

i think i am able to list this two week as the most sad and emotional period of the year.
Cause whenever i am alone or what,
i can just cry out of no reason

and when some words flashes through my brain i can like,
totally break down and cry till i am breathless.

ok abit mad,i had no idea what is happening to me.
but things are getting better,i calmed down abit. i guess

So i am online shopping till like......
LOL, spent spent spent spent spent to find back a tiny bit of moi happiness.

For the rest of this week i guess i should just shop and work my ass off, and maybe start to do my ut2 assignments. Cause at least i can have someone to talk to and is able to joke and laugh like a normal human in the shop.

but ughhh working is so tiringggg
plus i want a higher pay job :C

So work and sleep till monday when the school reopen and all the shit will end.
Will be suffering so much in school till i forget about everything!, examples are lack of sleep, fyps, uts and bahbahbahbahbah most importantly CE POINTS.

i need to bloody graduate before i die there.

and then maybe start reflecting on myself first on why all this shit is happening to me.
sigh.


): . Sunday, December 26, 2010 // 2:48:00 AM Photobucket

Don't wanna go to work tomorrow~ T_T
Evil human being bullied and lied to me there.

Humph
*&^%$#@!?.

GR.


fuck . Saturday, December 25, 2010 // 4:26:00 PM Photobucket

already had a fucking bad christmas and they wanna paint my fucking room white while remind me of fucking snow and christmas which i fucking hate.
fuck man pissed.

and yesman i gonna stop doing pointless thing and stop crying over pointless shit.
one night of sleep can fucking change hell lot of stuff.


. // 1:40:00 AM Photobucket

bursting. again


buu . Friday, December 24, 2010 // 6:31:00 PM Photobucket

just went down and brought hell lot of tibits.
Huishan is turning fat

cheddar cheese hot and spicy bahbahbah all sort of potato chippys~
and mushroom soup plus gummyzx

think i spented all the money i saved for that day on food already.

Tadas now i am off to eat~
merri crispmas humanszx
that a be-earlied one.

실망 빌어먹을


Aigoo . // 4:53:00 AM Photobucket


I think i should stick to "cleaner" looking makeup next time.
Scared alot of people with this look /A\.

LOL.
or maybe i should buy primer first before i do this againnnn.

how i wish my hair would growwwwww like 20cm by tomorrow :C.


. // 2:16:00 AM Photobucket

我想我是史上第一个边煮泡面边哭的人。
如果要等到哭完再煮 第一会饿死 第二会肥死
伤心归伤心 肚子还是要填饱 唉
伤心能当饭吃吗?!。

算了呗 看得开就好。
泪都不自觉掉下来了我还有心情在这开玩笑

唉 慧珊你的乐观度不是盖的啊。
唉 人老了就会变得爱哭了吗?。

反正也没抱太多的期望
吃完面后睡个觉就会好了啦

掰啦~


/A\;; . Wednesday, December 22, 2010 // 12:13:00 AM Photobucket

Doing some cleaning in my room,
I feel so stressed out looking at how my mum clean the kitchen,
She is hardcore man -_-.

She even cleaned the fridge.
maddddd

Btw
Shifted all moi face thingy to the new makeup table.

arigato laopa. m(_ _)m *bows*
He just came into my room oneday and start drilling holes etc etc etc and tadas~ makeup table magically appears.

I think he realize that i am very vain,that's why.
RAHAHA.

8D

Half done and i am sweating, :C.
Guess i need to buy some sort of a mini shelf.

& threw out like 1/4 of my lippy collection *tears*
Brought too much and some are spoil Y-Y.
The survivors ~, really must stop buying. but i love them, so pretty *v*.
Ok i will stop after buying one more lip stain thingy. hee

I think i will tackle the book area tomorrow,
must go find a face mask first cause confirm will be covered in dust.

aigoo my holiday is spent on being a housewife.

'3'

sigh why is ga in so pretty?.
I want crystal clear "glass" skin like her :C


. Tuesday, December 21, 2010 // 3:19:00 AM Photobucket

若你肯回应
入墨而黑又有何妨。


bad temper . // 3:11:00 AM Photobucket



addicted.


grunt . Sunday, December 19, 2010 // 11:39:00 PM Photobucket

Felt like to cutting myself off from the cyberworld for this holiday,
Don't need to see hurtful messages and get vexed out whatever bahbahbah
Need a figging break from this screwed human world and also my screwed self.

Too bad i am unable to climb a mountain and sit under the waterfall for 12345hours till i regain my calmed self, amituofo -clap hands together-.

I guess i will go back being my favourite self, otaku.
Animes mangas food sleep and hamsters.

Oh ya the sims 3 late night.

Enough to make me happy for two weeks.

Well that's it, decided. Fuck msn twitter and fb.
:C.

Also screw my plan on quiting supper,
I gonna go eat now cause i am fucking upset.

& i shall go and youtube video on how to purchase a movie ticket and find yer seat.
wanna emo watch rapunzel alone HAHAHA.


Fuuuuuuu~ . // 1:16:00 AM Photobucket

Hello hello,
Feeling sick and is extremely grumpy now.

>:C.

i think all the insects in my house should go into hiding now,
i will bloody let them die a horrible death if i see them.

Grrgrrrgrrrrrrgrrrrrrrrrrrrgrggrrrrrrr

Btw this is my new toy~
wheeeeeeeee
The 120 color eyeshadow palette ~ .
Got it somewhere in fareast for only 34buck??.

*dance in happiness with grumpy face へ( ̄_ ̄へ)(ノ ̄_ ̄)ノ♪ -

moi favourite color is red!.

Urm need buy brushes and a black eyeliner then pay off my online shopping chingching then i can start saving money.... sigh /_\

Feeling guilty from overspending.

Kinda eat too much just now and well indigestion problem, fug i feel like to vomit and also suffering from flu thus feeling extremely unwell and grumpy..

erm shall cancel off my plan to tidy my room,heeheehee
Else i think i will smash whatever item that got on my nerve.

-_-lll

So am watching a lot of makeup tutorials on monolid eyes.
Has been feeling inferior because of my monolids since young but i think i should be proud of my roots. Ok lah the main reason is that using tape every time will harm my skin lah & i wanna try something different.

lalalalala.


Something like this is so cool~,
2NE1's CL~~~~~~ &heart;

oh, am trying to change my blogskin but blogger failed on me.
bad luck day .

sigh

ohwells byeeeee.



. Thursday, December 16, 2010 // 3:04:00 PM Photobucket

Should i change a blog ?.
Private one.
Having of having bugs reading my post is just so... ew.

andyker fly aeroplane on me againnnnn.
i even bring nice nice biscult to share share kaeee!.
i gonna go da bao dinner and go home and sleep.

Pft.


yawnssssss . Wednesday, December 15, 2010 // 12:52:00 AM Photobucket

holaaa, feeling very sleepy now.

Had a very good meal just now /w\.
Humans say that you will feel sleepy when you eat too much..

urm i guess its true.

Had sushi buffet just now,
I think i really eat like a yeti just now +_+.

Er so far i remember countless salmon and tako sashimi~ ♥ , 2 hand roll,1 chawamushi, 2 miso soup, 2 wakame udon, fried tofu, 2 mango sorbet and...... too much i can'r remember man.

HAHAHAHA
-rub stomach with happiness-

okae going to sleep nao ~ /w\
ahhhhhhh~~~

btw why is my cute baby treating my table as his second home?!. ):.
Quit running out of your cage and sleep against moi tissue boxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!.(≧Д≦)ノ

but since its so cute .... sighhhhhh.
go where find such a nice mummy like me?~

heeheehee


I love red ~ . Monday, December 13, 2010 // 5:52:00 PM Photobucket

The main reason for this post is because i can't stand prince poppycock's face anymore.
well been feeling so lazy recently buuuuuu.

Feeling so down today ;_;.
sighhhh i shouldn't go look at the photos fuuuu.

listening to very sad song now.

Wanna ask kahguan out for some sad movie to shed some tears one but he say he is studying >:l.
i am having the i don't believe you face one right now.

<(I really don't _ believe you)>

and i don't wanna binge to save myself from my misery!.
fat face fat face fat face fat face fat face

sigh

so i went to buy Mojoromantica~
Wooo i think i am in love ♥

*rub cheek against pretty red bottle*

its so pretttttttty~
Shit man, i can't resist anything that is pretty in red.

i came with a red pouch which is now moi makeup baggie now.
lalalallalalalalalala

Feel like to paint my room ang gong gong. ( red red color)
HAHAHA

okae off to draw the super irritating walk cycle of a slutty demon baibai~
I am really not talented in drawing woman shaking her butt man.

Ps:// My nails are red leopard print design not ladybug!! i hate bugs!!! i hate them!!! its red leopard prints!!!!!! RAWR.

Psps:// Why is your hand forever around some girl's waist!??????????? super gorgeous one to be exact, i gonna jump off the cliff. :C.


Wooo i like him . Friday, December 10, 2010 // 2:16:00 PM Photobucket


Prince poppycock!.
HAHAHAHA

i love theatrical performances lalalalala


:C . // 12:21:00 AM Photobucket

欺骗,最的高境界
就是先要骗过自己

要让自己先去相信
才能自然的演下去

我说我可以没有你
抱着熊说无所谓有你我就行

我说我一个人也行
成天高声大喊我自由我万岁

我说我不痛不伤心
甩手哼说将来后悔的会是你

我说 我诈 我欺 我骗
催眠过我的耳目却瞒不过我的心

直到所有人都相信
所有人都漠不关心
我便空等寂寞来临
让空虚吞噬我的灵


Take me home. . // 12:15:00 AM Photobucket


Hugs, cuddling and a pat on the head.


:/ . Wednesday, December 8, 2010 // 10:53:00 PM Photobucket

What should i do now?.
  1. Sleep
  2. Eat
  3. Paint mui nails
Wanted to get rid of my current fugly nails but had no idea what to paint~
I wanted domokun nails but no brown color.

bahz.
d.i.y dyed my hair. ermmm platinum beige i think?

and fml the more i dye the lighter my hair get...
i should get chocolate brown instead fuuuu Y-Y

btw i just counted the number of lip makeup thingy i got...
fug i shall stop buying them...

had no idea why i love lipsticks and lipgloss so much,
i just can't stop buying them /-\

i should take a photos of my lippy family next time.

baaa baibai


Hi my friend is a asshole . Tuesday, December 7, 2010 // 9:07:00 PM Photobucket

L says:
*hehehe i have the 白い恋人 biscuit ^^
Huishan said (9:00 PM):
*?!
*WHAI
*HOW COME
L says:
*LOL
*colleague come back japanzxzx
*^^ so he bought the biscuit back to share
Huishan says:
*puppy1
L says:
*sorry i only got 1
*HAHAHAHAHA
Huishan says:
*nabei
L says:
*i eat liao then tell u the tast k
Huishan says:
*you dont have to tell me right
L says:
*taste*
*lolllllllllllll
*guyi one what
Huishan says:
*EAT IT AND TAKE THE SECRET TO YOUR GRAVE
L says:
*too bad i alr told u
*:)
*LOL
Huishan says:
*i will forget about it!
L says:
*白い恋人~~~~~~~~
Huishan says:
*YOU THIS STARCH DEVIL.
*go back to the earth!
L says:
*im on earth
*im a jiao ta shi di person
Huishan says:
*inside
*go inside!
L says:
*cannot
*all magma
Huishan says:
*its ok
*you will be tasty.
L says:
*:-O
*u burn me lor
*LOLLLLLLLLLLLL
Huishan says:
*JUST GONNA STAND THERE AND WATCH YOU BURN
L says:
*shld be i say bah
*u burn finish i think i also wont cooked
Huishan says:
*THAT'S ALRIGHT BECAUSE YOU EAT THE CHOCOLATE
*JUST GONNA STAND THERE AND WATCH YOU DIE
*THAT'S ALRIGHT BECAUSE YOU EAT THE CHOCOLATE
*YOU EAT THE CHOCOLATE
L says:
*jealousy kill

eh why we so crap one ah, over one chocolate. but its really nice lauliting you suck.

Anws i just realise something,
i will never get to see rila lalala again!.

omg the rila that is holding a kawaii tiger-chan. Y-Y
the pushcart will be gone on thursday and i be at art museum on that day.

AHHHHHH

RILAAAAA
I CRYYYYY


/_\ . // 12:23:00 PM Photobucket



Fml,
i can't open my eyes fully.
my bed... or maybe sofa.fluffy blanket...some pillows and a bear...and my tee pyjamas 8^8..

btw
i hate my friends >:l.

forget it, next time i will forward their reply back.
pft i go home sleep PFT.
(♯▼皿▼)怒怒怒怒怒怒!!!
and no!, i shall not scream vuglars .i shall not!.

gonneh go watson buy bubble dye and dye my hair into a darker color later,
chocolate brown?. urm :l


:C . // 12:50:00 AM Photobucket

最近 还真是忧郁期
不开心好伤心我要打人。

每天晚上就不停的吃..
肥死我算了, 反正没帅哥要。
-自暴自弃中-

我的人生一片污漆吗黑

我哭!。


upset . Sunday, December 5, 2010 // 12:56:00 AM Photobucket

I gonna dye my hair dark and wear black lipstick.
Emogirl0129@hotmail.com



annyeonghaseyo . Thursday, December 2, 2010 // 10:26:00 PM Photobucket



Hello Im Huishan the panda who dislike china bamboo with eyebags & i am going to bed now soon,
tiring day.

My hair is so ugly now,
i hope my fringe can grow instantly now.

D:.

Cried in the morning cause i thought my baby is dead and yea... the mascara kinda run down my cheek and .... ugh , my mascara is those kind that will fall off strands by strands and the overall result is... i must say..... artistic. Should take a photo.

Oh!. thankfully my baby is just sleeping in a stiff position ...

So i had to redo my makeup and in the end went school at around 11:30am plus coughs kinda of 2 hours late.

if there is anything i will win for sure in my life,
its the late queen trophy.

then i survived my pd oral defense battle!!.
Yay :>

andddd something make me sad today.
sigh...... sigh......................................................... sniff.

baibai.



): . Wednesday, December 1, 2010 // 11:24:00 PM Photobucket

Meet with andy just now for dinner and l4d :>
yea with my makeup less face ,bahsxz.

i think i gonna die in the PD oral defense tomorrow,
am redoing my portfolio blog and i dang fed up.

Whatever, i shall go take care of my sick baby first.
its ok even if your paw is injure even if you're not cute anymore i am here to feed you and take care of you.

:C.

i hate it when they fight...


. // 3:49:00 AM Photobucket


我想我不會愛你 害怕失去
所以逞強的 遠遠看著你

Sigh,
I have offically turn into some sort of a coward egg small ghost ):

Typed a Hi :) and pause at the send button for a extremely long time.
I need courage pills Y-Y

i should stop worrying about all the things i had to worry about for example : what if he doesn't reply?! what if i don't know how to continue on the topic?! what if what if what if screw the what if(s) :C.

ok i can do it... tomorrow !!.
shall go and do mask now.

eh wait what i am doing instead of concentrating on doing pd and preparing for the boss fight two days later?.

Rawrgh D:.

p:s //the only reason i choose this photo is because... i look so goddang fair inside♥. light i love you~ eeheeheeheehee


Y-Y . // 2:00:00 AM Photobucket

少了一个人懂得我
能够体会 我倔强又脆弱
不记仇 温柔原谅我情绪太波动
用泪光舍不得 融化我累积的 寂寞