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Aish . Tuesday, June 28, 2011 // 10:56:00 AM Photobucket


Titled : Huishan you need a haircut badly.

Erm yes i purpose noting the fact that i haven't visit a barber since....god knows when.
Perhaps i should ask liting since she was the last one to see my hair being chop off.

Ever since then,thanks to my crush on a someone whom i don't want to name anymore i have been determined to grow my hair as long and as black as humanly possible.

& after a while i sort of fancy long black hair too so i keep it the way it is.

HAHA why am i suddenly talking about hairz?.
By the way andy could you please get me that promising hair tonic you mentioned before?

I WANT LUSICOUS BEAUTIFUL BLACK HAIR.
*flick hair away with wind blowing*

Urmz.
got a rather happy news this morning.

I felt like i could do a jig despite wearing wedges and being drenched.
even my flowy dress stop 飄ing and draped around my legs thanks to the rainwater it adsorbed -_-.

Thus,I still ended up looking like disaster despite putting in effort to dress up sigh.
Oh the bad memory of yesterday, of me donning my brother's over size shirt with unkempt hair to school looking completely like a crazyyyy woman.

Me and my cursed laziness.

sigh i love tuesday class the best.
NANANANANA~


. Monday, June 27, 2011 // 8:57:00 PM Photobucket

Hi humans,
My life been pretty sad again :(.

I am getting sick of my current job,
But i don't i am getting a new job any sooner T^T.

I failed i guess, no phone calls.

Huishan is sad.
* squat in the corner*

& my fat hamster can't stop drooling,
Hi baby what happen to you?!

thus i had to keep on wiping his saliva off else his pretty white fur will turn yellowish.

Aish


Im one strong bear. . Friday, June 24, 2011 // 3:30:00 PM Photobucket



So what, i am not going to cry,
Silly things like this won't take me down.

I will turn things around, i will.


LMAO. . Thursday, June 23, 2011 // 11:06:00 PM Photobucket


Please, take a close look at the backup dancers.
This is hilarious.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Btw lee hyori is my favourite female korean, followed by sandara who is her fan too

kekekekeke


sulky . // 2:44:00 AM Photobucket


grrrr I downloaded the game but my ancient acer travelmate is too old and feeble,i think it will explode if i try to bully it into running the game perfectly for me.

Everything is going in slow motion which totally ruin the game.
Graphic is fantastic dough', its like watching a really beautiful 3D movie.

I loves all the dialogues in the game, really witty and dark. heehee

Such a pity i can't play it in the end... 2 minutes of the slow motion game play is enough to drive me nuttier than the hatter. In fact its torturing -_-

To think i am so excited when i am installing it. Great way to dampen my mood hur.

Btw i kinda hate the gameplay,its the story and artwork that i love.

Haha had no idea why i am so attracted to Alice in the wonderland, i love every bits of it.
Fyi my past two final year project were based on that story too! heehee

Sigh time to save up for a better lappyo i guess.
Fighting huishan fighting!.

meanwhile...should i get the video game art book,"the art of alice:madness returns"?.

stunning...should go and check the price now.

Looking at these just make me feel so miserable,
being a artist has been a dream since young but what am i doing now?.

Stupid courses that is just a plain wastage of times.
But i don't have the guts to ask for my chance to be able to study in an art school.

My parent are already having a hard time,
I can't be selfish.

Next time perhaps.


. Wednesday, June 22, 2011 // 9:51:00 PM Photobucket

silent night are so b✰ring
I wore my brother's tee with such misleading words out today unknowingly .

No wonder those malays guy are sniggering when i walk pass them -_-


/v\ . // 9:36:00 PM Photobucket

The fidgety curse has finally been lifted.

I actually did studied for my CME test today and did my own notes when those selfish humans refuse to send me theirs. (Eft die in hell die!!!) Its fine, i can manage well myself *flick hair*

& i arrived 15minutes early today before the test started and i think...i did well :l.
Well at least i did my best so i am feeling less guilty now

Gahhahahahaha
I can rest in peace now~

Wearing black is addictive, been looking like the black widow for weeks now.

& i look exactly like something out of a children's horror book.
Black long messy hair, pale face,red lip and nails donning black from head to toe.

:l. bleahs

(That unfilial lump of lipids bite my lips after this photo is taken *&^%$#@!)

Heehee weird sleeping pose i love them heehee~~~

OH praying sincerely that i will be assigned to 313 to work for the whole of next month.
please please please please please sucha heaven there.


No title in mind urmmmm . Monday, June 20, 2011 // 10:46:00 PM Photobucket

Been feeling fidgety even since i missed my test last Thursday.
Its worth so much!. can't stop feeling ashamed of myself.

I want to bang the wall & die.
Hey no, it should be

Dear aliens,

please hasten up on your grand arrival,the Earth is yours to invade.

With loves, huishan.

Ps: kill me swift and quick with a high tech weapon.Thank you & please spare jaejoong!

whenever i done something wrong or stupid, i can't help but to feel restless until.... i had no idea when.

:(:(:(:(:(:(

Maybe its just because that june has been a very stressful month.

Ever since my dad told me that he can't sneak me extra allowance this month cause of the bills, i acted like everything is fine and wave him off with a bahhhh its ok i had enough to spent don't worry!!~

After he close the door i am mentally dying and fretting about how to survive this month with only less then $150 for food.

Sigh my pay is so pathetically little as ever since school started. The days that i can work is so limited. *broods*

& my babies keep on murdering my mouses!. Its already the 6th, grrrrrrrr the wire is not for your to chew on you dumbdumbs!. angry -_-, no cheese for one whole week.

Now i had to buy new one again.

Well actually i managed well. HAHA its already the 21th!.
& my cooking skill improved drastically cause i has been trying to settle my meals @ home.

SEE!, i can whip up something that look appetizing.
Udon and green tea to calm my nerves.
ummmmm finger licking good!. HAHAHA

Jaejoong should marry me now,
i will learn how to make kimchi just for him ♥

*giggles*

Oh ya i think i make my papa very happy yesterday.
Since yesterday is the papa's day, i came home late from work and found him walking around in the house alone which make me feel like some unfilial daughter.

well... i really wanted to wish him a happy papa day... but we don't really talk or something so its rather awkward but remembering 娘娘's advice,i should cherish what i has now...

So... i started walking around too waiting for chances, pretending i am doing something then quickly muttered a "pa,happy father day" when he stopped to look at the calender but he din't catch what i say thus i had to repeat and after that i scramble off back into my room feeling so shy.

*cover face with palms and roll around on bed*

well actually this the first time i did something like that.

and i want to read harry potter now so sorry for the abrupt ending of the post but i am really curious about what happen to sirius in the end!!!. I like him you know,that poor man got framed by that stupid scabbers rat petter shit and ended up in azkaban for twelve figging years!. filthy moleball! May that rat drown in the loo.

Haha actually i think everyone knows the story already but i clearly had forgotten the story and is rereading the whole series now.
bahssss byebye!








hahahahahaha . Sunday, June 19, 2011 // 9:40:00 PM Photobucket

my happiest day ever working @ my current job.
No stern full timers to slog you, no irritable looking aunties to spy on you, no walking around pretending you're doing something useful for 8hours.

only sitting there and shake leg.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i feel happiness.
But it only last for one day.

Next tuesday bugis morning shift sat wisma isetan.

Great.
*grumpy face*

I wanna escape from my current job booooo
Even the new comers are giving me attitude humph


Worst friday ever . Friday, June 17, 2011 // 7:35:00 PM Photobucket

Feeling utterly furious and blue now.
Today had to be my most miserable day.

lemony snicket, please do include write me into your book. I deserve a spot there

Am extremely spiteful now,
I want to hurt and destroy something so badly now.

grrrrr grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
*growls*

juggling between my pride and my desire for some company has completely driven me crazy,
not mentioning the sorrow that came from being alienated.

Its ok pft, i refuse to get crushed by stupid and small things like this.
*flick hair*

>:B

Well actually the trip to the museum isn't that fruitless anyway.
At least i am fascinated and awed by some of the artworks there. The elephant is really cute HAHA.

Then after that...
AH I DONT WANNA RECALL ANY OF MY UNFORTUNATE EVENTS ANYMORE :(.

nothing is running smooth for me recently!.
humph





I hate myself -_- . Thursday, June 16, 2011 // 10:11:00 PM Photobucket


Till now i can't get over the fact that i missed my smart architecture ut1.
I am like so figging sure i will be able to score well for it.

But i missed it -_-.

But who can i blame, myself.

AH I AM SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF.
i wanna bang the wall -_-

I think i will has a breakdown every few hours for the next few days,
Like just stop on track and feel like to scratch the wall/bang my head onto it.

grumpy

&i think my mum is angry at the heap of clothes i brought home yesterday.
She stop cleaning my room again! :C

I am still hiding the two pair of wedges underneath my sweater mount everest.

god save me :C


:C . Tuesday, June 14, 2011 // 10:59:00 PM Photobucket

Hi,
i am so depressed now.

I can't fit into my new shorts T^T.
My thigh is so fat. like pig's

i gna lose weight i gna lose weight i gna lose weight fml T^T.


sigh. . Monday, June 13, 2011 // 12:06:00 AM Photobucket


Just can't help but to feel dissapointed at how fragile relationships are,
All those happy times we shared are nothing a past tense and memories are all that is left.

If only things were still that way.


Civilization V. . Thursday, June 9, 2011 // 7:24:00 PM Photobucket


*high*
Ugh this trailer sucks, the actual gameplay is as awesome as aliens.

I love strategy game,esp when i can destroy& conquer the other countries & stomp their lands flat with my army. Medieval is a bonus.

For this, i shall blame my brother since he is the one who make me watch him play age of empires and trick me into helping him look out for our parents.

(dad hates video games and anything that is electronically fun. He will kick up a storm and start raging around if we're caught playing computer games, sigh thus barbie is my only friend :'( )

This explains why i am such a game otaku now.

nanana shall start playing.
Hopefully.. i can declare war on china. Die wu ze tian die!

PFT


曾美麗 但還是不滿足 . Monday, June 6, 2011 // 1:30:00 AM Photobucket


宾果！我就是爱舞台剧～

越来越喜欢她了。
听她的歌我都快窒息了

自愚愚人，
最可悲的不过就是被梦中的你掏空了心。

我不愿醒来面对那空洞感


amber kekeke . Friday, June 3, 2011 // 1:12:00 AM Photobucket


My girl crush♥
She is so cute!!!.

Btw my hamster just murdered my third mouse -_-.
Came back to my room and spot two of them chewing on the wire happily

......nevermind ...at least i know that their teeth is growing nice and strong.


The FML face . Thursday, June 2, 2011 // 12:07:00 AM Photobucket

While struggling to balance myself while carrying shitloads of heavy stuff walking on high wedges, I failed and sprain my ankle again.

Such a suitable expression, i can foretell the future. LOL

I gonna be a cripple, no one can condemn me when i use the handicap toilet now!.
Efttttttt!!!~

& i heard a devastating new today,
actually Andy sort of hinted me days ago but i choose to feign ignorant in order to protect my fragilezxz heartzxz and i kinda brush it off with all sort of rubbish excuses generated by my pea brain.

:'C.
My heart is not shatter-proof ok,
Stop killing off my hope you stupid old man up stair amongst the clouds.

wuuuuu wuuuuuuuu wuuuuuuuuuu
I shall go get my pay on friday and then shop till i feel happy :(


saranghae . Wednesday, June 1, 2011 // 12:30:00 AM Photobucket




Ok i am slow but ahhhhh i love them!.
junhyung & dara!!!!!~ bom look so pretty kekeke