duhh shall leave the rest for tomorrow and go to bed nao.
Been wearing b&w recently.
Haha is am emokiddie
&my hair need the magical hand of fairygodmother.
fuglyest hair ever in history. but i want long hair i can't cut i can't!!
hiyyyya i wanna watch rapunzel! ):
but before that....things left to do,
buy a bamboo asap.4 icons. MORE ARTWORKS.completed website.completed blog entries. etc
Hellp chicken essence my battle mate come to my aid now!.
bah i hate redbulll.
HHFBVSFDVS. // 1:05:00 AM
Hi,
Today is a F**king bad day.
Came home and my brother told me that he found a runaway baby of mine and put it inside the white box-cage.
I almost screamed. then i ran to the box and found two bloody hamsters inside i almost want to die and cry then die and continue to cry.
i took the both of them out and hug each of them in my hand then literally stoned there sitting on my bed for hell know how many minutes.
then bathed them and thank god (yes i really love you for now) aint that badly injured.
Thus found some bandages and tried to bandage my baby's injured paw.
Fml man, fml.
Went home happily with a packet of hammy food and almost found two of my babies dead.
My heart is weak don't scare me like this.
Then berline told me about the PD oral defense and we're officially fighting the boss within three days
Yes they give us 3 days to prepare for everything.
EH MY FATHER IS NOT ALIBABA OK.
i don't inherit that magic lamp and thus i can't rub it and wish for everything to be done within 3 days!.
my mum is a human and my dad is a human thus i am a perfectly normal human who can't cast spells and make pigs fly like superheros k.
i don't care maybe its partly my fault for dragging my work but,
Even mario eat mushrooms and get stars/flowers before facing that giant spiky turtle and i am going to fight it in the mini version.
OK i am not making sense here but overall i am so ;_;.
i am all ready to get head-shot with a shotgun three days later and had my corpse drag off and flung over a cliff.
that is so emo.
AH
i think i don't need to sleep.
Before i die i need to take take of my injured babies first.
Special oatmeal for extra vitamins and tada speedy recovery
Babies remember that mummy love your k Y-Y.
;_;. Monday, November 29, 2010 // 12:13:00 AM
FUUUUUU
my lancome lippy is missing.
its my favourite!.
I love you where are you please come out i beg you already!!.
omg 8^8
its the only lipgloss that i don't find irritating nah!.
fuuuuuuuu~ Y^Y
ok, the content above just don't fit the two photos.
i should type something like " i miss you" , "come to me?". etc those emo love line
butttt
AHHH MOI LIPPYYY
;_; ;_; ;_; ;_;
i just hope someone will invent a mini device whereby you can stick to your favourite item.
Then when you cannot find it, you press a button on something like a remote control and the mini device will go "I am here i am here!!!~",something like this ":/ then after that you can find your favourite missing thing sigh /A\
btw i think i AM mad.
i dream of having sucha wonderful date and i kinda grrrr him about flirting with other girls thing and he hugged me andddddd the rest of the scene is so sweet ( sorry imma too lazy to type i wanna go boil water eat tomyum maggie mee) :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C
but hey.
din't you say no eating after 10:30pm?!
AHHHHHH i din't see anything i can eat i can eat ahhhhhh i am hungry
-run off covering eyes-
Playing with clayyyy. Sunday, November 28, 2010 // 3:13:00 AM
Meowwwww~
need to buy better clay after i finalize it >:3
am sleepy now.
Goodnight mehhhh~ /w\
btw...
why is my hair color getting lighter and lighter and lighter and lighter and ligh- .....?
ehhh.... // 1:36:00 AM
Hi,
i saw your arm around some girl's waist today and i am upset about it
)':.
Btw went to town just now to met L.A (<-hahaha)
should be watching moi favourite rapunzel but ended playing the most annoyed l4d session ever with crazy kids and girls screaming like mad.
Can you believe that 12 yrold kids are playing l4d in town and screaming vulgarity at every zombie they shoot?
I think i am getting old....
that stupid bowlcut kid keep on screaming and screaming till i screamed in frustation too.
AHHH THE ZOMBIE WILL NOT CRAWL OUT OF THE SCREEN STOP YELLING AND GO TO BED YOU &^%$#@&^%$#@&^%$#@.
:C
working tomorrrrow $_$.
baibai
okkkk. Saturday, November 27, 2010 // 5:51:00 PM
i am not that :C anymore
had no idea why i am feeling so figging emoish ever since i wake up today ):.
The low self confidence period has just come again
I need to lose weight
and the fan in my room is really pissing me off.
TURN YOU TURN AND BLOW WIND AROUND MY ROOM I AM SO HOT AH.
but lala go open wardrobe~.
GR :C. // 4:29:00 PM
ROAR.
sick of sitting in this empty house waiting for them to come back.
i am going to pack up and stuff and go too.
for now i am going to go out of my real house to buy something good to munch on.
feeling so *&^%$#@ recently.
i am afraid i may just kick a random human on street later
Momme has just gone to malaysia to attend some wedding and i predict that the two man in this house will make me do the houseworks.
shall go into hiding soon >:l.
cause i got nothing better to do at night. // 2:37:00 AM
TORO INOUE
I LIKE HIM, HE IS MY BROTHER ♥
my current wallpaper now is him and his brother.
so cute right omg.
i want a bloody huge toro plushie,
my only toro plushie is on liting's car and she is 嫌弃ing him!.
walau!!.
i think i gonna bring powerpuff girls down next time to invade her car so she won't forget to ask me go dinner next time.
HAHAHA
huishan is so sad now. // 1:44:00 AM
YES
imma very sad now,
buy me either 1) a bag of gummys or 2) a bag of cheddar cheese chips
boo.
btw am looking at my past neoprint photos and realize that my cheek area gain a lot of fatty fatty fat during the past 8 months.
oi cheek why you so fat i don't like you AHHH.
):.
i swear,
i swear i am not going to touch supper anymore!.
Things to do /buy:
bamboo tablie-chan ( by next week)
board(?), just something to hang on my wall and pin notes on
notebook to plan my days better and also as diary?.my memory suck so i need something like this bahs
A giant poster , "HUISHAN YOU STOP EATING RIGHT NOW"
new cages for my fighting babies.......
faster draw finish my coward cat thing
stop roasting marshmallows on the stove
buy a bag or just rob one from andyker
eat roti prata
Go for at least 3 CE talks next week
cut my hairrrrr >:l
quit supper quit supper i must quit supper
Toner
talk to humans more
red earpiece
red mouse
stop cancelling out my workdays :(
that brown wedgie
okkkkkkk wan an have a sweet dream humanzx
how?.
ever since i am told that jiang shi and ghost with extremely long tongue exist i am dang freak out omg Y-Y
when i am waiting for lift i am dang afraid that one will hop pass me lah walau walau walau.
i don't know ghost got so many different kind man,
i tot they all look the same and just have the human shape float around etc.
i am dang scare i want to cryyyyyyyyyyy ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 8^8
):. Friday, November 26, 2010 // 11:41:00 PM
omg i wake up alr
FUHADSCSDFVSDAQGAHEFCDW
'_'. Thursday, November 25, 2010 // 12:06:00 AM
Hiiiii
just back from work neh.
laoniang ish beri deh tired nao.
):
thinking of changing jobbbb~
the current pay is so low ;_;
but the people there is nice leh and very slackish
suit my style heeheehee
a few peoples came into the shop and offered me jobs recently +_+.
should i do admin or continue to do sales?
ah whatever lah gr i want to be housewife only.
>:B.
yes shut up my ambition not very high humph *defensive*
but for now i gonna support myself.
male species are so disgusting recently.
maybe all that i have met are just the rotten one
>:C
wo yao qu chi maggie mee liaoooo byebye
then shall go to bed :>
sigh tomorrow die die also must go school,
miss the new media class for the third time already?.
they say if miss the fourth lesson equal to fail liaooooo
wahlauuuuuuuuu
tomorrow even if kena strike by lighting on the way to school crawl also need to crawl to class lah!
-do the domo rawr!-
/-\. Tuesday, November 23, 2010 // 3:33:00 PM
Feeling extremely tired recently,
sigh
a lot of things to do and i can't seem to be able to remember them.
ugh
need to buy notebook.
>:l
:B. // 12:46:00 AM
i like it when i brought a box full of yumyum home and found a empty box the next morning.
hope they like the treat~ :3
kiew asked me if i wanna be concept artist today.
yahh i really hope i can be one... ;_;
sigh.
still not up to it sob
Gloomy. Monday, November 22, 2010 // 1:48:00 AM
Sigh,
this bear is really like the love of my life.
I WANT ALL THE GLOOMY IN THIS WORLDDDDDD
esp that gloomybear costume PJ.
WANT!!.
sigh.. // 1:25:00 AM
i hope i am better with art.
i just don't have enough confidence :(
else i would paint my whole room with all the characters i like.
gloomy bears domochans Toro inoue ducks etc .
AHHHHHHHH
):. Saturday, November 20, 2010 // 12:26:00 AM
i promise i will never touch that 50buck i will never touch that 50 buck i will not use it to go shopping i won't spent it on tibits i swear i gonna save it for my bamboo else jaejoong will not love me anymore!!!.
;_;.
why is it so hard to save money?!.
WHAI.
ok i shall go and explore the sims 3 late night nao.
vampire neh fukukukukukeke~~
-fangy smile-
):. Thursday, November 18, 2010 // 3:53:00 PM
Hi
Huishan is sick.
and no one care about me!.
din't even prepare lunch
humph
thus i had to sway my way downstair to buy food and i step into a drain.
if swaying isnt bad enough now i need to limp
*&^%$#@!
tmr confirm a lot of blue black one lo.
pain!.
humph
. Wednesday, November 17, 2010 // 3:04:00 AM
有时还真想沉睡百年
或许就能有新的开始
等到所有人都死光了
就再也没人让我牵挂
再也没人可以伤得了我了
再也不会有人了。
;_;. Tuesday, November 16, 2010 // 2:10:00 AM
!!!!!!
omg ;_;
this is so dang touching lah!.
btw is there pedobear plushie?.
i want one man, it will make me feel younger HAHA
guudmorningz. // 1:50:00 AM
Hai yessu its 1.50am now,
Ate too much just now and i can't sleep even dough i am mad sleepy +_+.
i think i be getting fat,
supper is wanton mee and the moment i reach home i am eating chicken rice.
i will start loving god if my face aint fat and puffy tomorrow ):.
gimme higher metabolism rate xiexie.
Sucky day today,
fyp will be added as a new word to describe suffering in my dictionary.
i hate that free falling thing.
and something set me into thinking today,
why can people throw away their future so easily for worthless thing while some are dying to live even "properly".
ok too much of those sad human life video again.
i should stop watching those videos. -_-
whatever,
i am loving the peace in my family now and i am not gonna let anything ruin it.
maybe if my mum see this she will be touch till she stop torturing my shoes and gimme moar chingching.
$_$
heeheehee.
& wahhhlau eh.
i need to sleep, my panda eyes is ......... argh ):.
ok fml when i open my door to go kitchen brush moi teeth,
a huge cockroach is outside my brother's room door.
its figging huge.
even me,the pro cockroach killer is freak off.
omg giant king cockroach
-slam door shut-
rofl... Friday, November 12, 2010 // 11:35:00 PM
While clearing the useless books just now,
i found a dairy i wrote years ago.
and i just started crying reading it
All those dark memories ,family friends and love.
Everything is like shit back then
Why am i so pathetic and dumb at that time?.
i even stapled all those begging you to come back notes to the book.
its ok,
everything is over right now.
I have changed and nothing of that sort will happen to me again
i guess i din't dump that book just to remind myself of my mistakes.
rofl
):.
*yawns*. Thursday, November 11, 2010 // 10:05:00 PM
Manage to escape a trip to the science center today~.
But kinda of regretting it now.
HOW CAN I FORGET ABOUT THE ASTRONAUT ICECREAM.
AH, WO DE TIAN.
-jump around in regret-
now i am having on a extremely bulldogish grumpy face watching the youtube people eat that freeze dried ice cream.
pedobear want kids and huishan want freeze dried icecream!!!.
am finally going to work tomorrow $_$
wo yao mai dong xi ah mai dong xi~
then can eat moi favourite duck heart thing.
what!!!, why are you looking at me like that?! -defensive- ):
By the way i dream of something extremely omfg yesterday,
what am moi thinking. omfg
They say dreams are what you are thinking of unconsciously during the day.
its true that i like cuddling but ......................... !?.
byebye lah!
):. // 2:23:00 AM
Again,
the silent love thing is happening again.
sigh
eummm. Wednesday, November 10, 2010 // 12:49:00 AM
+_+.
Am really tired recently,
keep on doing this to prevent self from falling asleep in class
sigh
/A\;;
When is holiday cominggggggg
i need to stay in lalaland for a longer period of time ah!.
:3. Tuesday, November 9, 2010 // 11:38:00 PM
唔 好有才哦~
我爱杰伦。
我想他是我喜欢 欣赏最久的艺人了吧?。
呵呵
听的大部分也是他的歌吧?。
唉 不帅有才也不错也~
:>. Sunday, November 7, 2010 // 12:25:00 AM
Hello hello kiki i wish you're alive~
sighh but don't eat my babies hammy dough i know they look yummy and fat.
hawhawhaw
. Saturday, November 6, 2010 // 3:54:00 PM
人类始终是自私的,放弃自身只为你好助人而不求回报?
世上的好人都死光了对全都被奸人所害
剩下的只有奸人们的你虞我诈斗智斗命
不想被咬被欺就慢慢的踩着人头往上爬
靠着墙 墙会倒 站在地 地会塌
唯独自己创造的才是最坚固的
;_;. // 2:22:00 AM
felt like to cry everything i listen to It hurts by 2ne1 :(
변해야 했니?
돌아올 순 없니?
. Friday, November 5, 2010 // 11:52:00 PM
被誉为坚强与勇敢
孤独面对风霜雨雪
有谁能记得予也会凋谢?。
但唯独 君 您会心疼予
就唯独 君 您想保护予
于是予求上苍
让予在此等候
让予化为花妖
等着君的归来
等着君的触碰
等着君再次的温柔
. // 12:38:00 AM
那晚 对着你 我笑的异常甜蜜
我为你将她染上艳丽的红
美的如你赠我的那朵玫瑰
快乐吗? 你能爱我了吗?
无语 你就这样 安静的看着我
一滴 只需一滴就好
然后 闭上眼等着我
百年后我必与你重逢
就是这磁性的嗓音 始终魅惑着我的心
我会依你 即使那个地方只有黑暗与痛苦
但庆幸与那里没有她
你将因我而堕落于此
那时就请你遵守承诺
在黑暗中找到我 抱着我
然后 求你 对我说出那迟来的三个字
...好吗?
something that i dream of,
hahahas this is weird i know gonna find time to draw this out.
. Thursday, November 4, 2010 // 11:50:00 PM
我不愿看到自己的倒影,
这样我还能抬起头走着。
我不愿听你的“真心话”
这样我才能继续存在着。
我不愿在去看去听去管,
这样也许就可以去相信
你还是我的
我也不愿再去拥有什么,
哪怕只有这样 从今以后
我就不用再心痛了。
the title of this post is fuck my lif. Tuesday, November 2, 2010 // 10:48:00 PM
I gave up watching lee seung gi on 2days1night and read all those tutorialish tabs.
/A\;;
Now you can see how agitated and pissed off i am.
*&^%$#@!
happy thing is that at least i can practice with strawberry land and creams props.
Suit my taste haha :B.
okae shall continue next time cause i next to eat and sleep then off to work tomorrow.
.........
AHHHH
-scratch wall-
Agitated.. // 10:13:00 PM
RAWR.
am exploring some game making website watching all those tutorials.
someone just poke the beast inside me awake.
if murder isnt illegal i swear i will snatch that human to death.
I scratchhhhhhh!. o(▼皿▼メ;)o
GR
Btw, why am i so figging suay today?.
.... // 6:24:00 PM
Facing someone who landed me in this state where my fyp had to be restart.
Sometime i really hope human can invent something that let them see how thick their skin is,
man i really don't see guilt .
man.
!!!!!!. // 11:37:00 AM
Jaejoong revealed, “A girl with pretty hands makes my heart restless.”
Yoochun revealed that his ideal type was the nice housewife type. However, Yoochun also added, “I like sexy girls too.”
.....gonna buy all the good for hand stuff available next week.
Then soak my hand in milk everyday.
JAEJOONG AH WAIT FOR MEH ♥
and yoochun ah, the girl you're searching for is here
* point self *
heeheeheeheehee
as for the sexy part...
-throw away jacket and pull down one side of shirt-
HAHA
/A\;;. // 11:23:00 AM
Hello,
I think i am losing my ability to committable with human soon.
Really don't feel like to talk recently,
I would rather use pen and paper.
like..what is happening to me ? .... ;_;.
is this autism
But isnt it weird for a 19yrold to get it.
Argh -_-.
My favourite song. Monday, November 1, 2010 // 11:54:00 PM
LAI LETS GO KTV.
HAHAHHAHHAAA
prick says:
*ai tio li xim tia tia~
Huishan says:
*XIO TIO LI XIM TIA TIA
*ok fuck
*i think my bro hear my room play hokkien room
*LOLOL
*FML.
prick says:
*LOL
*LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
*scarly he thinks ur mom in ur room
Huishan says:
*LOLOLOL FMLLL
. // 11:12:00 PM
为何我的等待总会落成一场空梦
为何总在我伸出手时才漠然离开
为何就是我 注定当个落泪的配角
为何就不能 赐我个能靠著的肩膀
Aftermath of overspending. // 8:27:00 PM
Ni hao ah earthlings.
Your invented too many wonderful stuff and make me spent too much buying your humanly goods.
;_;
brought 3 box of mask today~
heeheeheeheehee.
Its all the pushcart fault, it caught my attention that's why!
and so cheappppppp
Aiyah take it as a beauty investment nah,
i want to look young !!!
The day where wrinkles crawl on my face is the day i commit suicide.
Erm too over, i think botox will do the job.
OK i am thinking too far into th future already
HAHA
Now i am offically broke.
I think
For the rest of this week..
My dinner menu will be :
tuesday : Bread with ham and cheese wednesday : Bread with cheese and ham
Thursday : Yummeh bread with ham and cheese
Friday : Yummeh bread with cheese and ham
saturday : Yummeh bread with yumyum ham and cheese
Sunday : Yummeh bread with yumyum cheese and ham
.......
i can't help but to shed a drop of sparkling tear for myself
(・_;)
its ok...
i guess i will just pretend like its jaejoong who make all those sandwiches for me~
siku siku siku 。゜゜(´O`)°゜。.
i love this :3. // 8:21:00 PM
[CL] You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her As if it were nothing, you kiss her You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her You'll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her
[Minzy] It seems that we're already too late Has our love already ended Please at least say anything to me We truly loved each other, can't turn back?
[Dara] I'm the only one hurting tonight
[Bom] Have you changed? Am I no longer in your heart now? When I, I think about you It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] You look at my tears as if it were nothing You continue to talk calmly again [CL] You told me cruely that you couldn't deny That you had absolutely no attachments or regrets
[Bom] Are we already too late? Is our love over? Even if it's a lie, please tell me it isn't so I can do better now, though we can't meet again
[Dara] I'm the only one in pain tonight
[CL] Have you changed? Am I no longer in your heart now? When I, I think about you It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] You're no longer your old self [CL] Because the you I loved And the you now are so different [Dara] Are you that shocked? I just stood and cried Watching you become further away [Bom] No way, I can't recognize You're not mine anymore
[Dara] Did you have to change? Can't you come back? Did you really have to change? Can't you come back?
Did you have to change? Can't you come back? Why did you have to change? Can't you keep loving me?
[Bom] Oh, is this the end? Am I no longer in your heart now? When I, I think about you [Minzy] It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] It hurts, it hurts [CL] It hurts, it hurts
Omo i love dara!!!~
She is so pretty ♥
and who is that guy,
I can't stop looking at his eyes
Felt so dreamy and so distanced.
I can't stop repeating the part where he rest his chin on dara's head~
duhh shall leave the rest for tomorrow and go to bed nao.
Been wearing b&w recently.
Haha is am emokiddie
&my hair need the magical hand of fairygodmother.
fuglyest hair ever in history. but i want long hair i can't cut i can't!!
hiyyyya i wanna watch rapunzel! ):
but before that....things left to do,
buy a bamboo asap.4 icons. MORE ARTWORKS.completed website.completed blog entries. etc
Hellp chicken essence my battle mate come to my aid now!.
bah i hate redbulll.
HHFBVSFDVS{ * }
Hi,
Today is a F**king bad day.
Came home and my brother told me that he found a runaway baby of mine and put it inside the white box-cage.
I almost screamed. then i ran to the box and found two bloody hamsters inside i almost want to die and cry then die and continue to cry.
i took the both of them out and hug each of them in my hand then literally stoned there sitting on my bed for hell know how many minutes.
then bathed them and thank god (yes i really love you for now) aint that badly injured.
Thus found some bandages and tried to bandage my baby's injured paw.
Fml man, fml.
Went home happily with a packet of hammy food and almost found two of my babies dead.
My heart is weak don't scare me like this.
Then berline told me about the PD oral defense and we're officially fighting the boss within three days
Yes they give us 3 days to prepare for everything.
EH MY FATHER IS NOT ALIBABA OK.
i don't inherit that magic lamp and thus i can't rub it and wish for everything to be done within 3 days!.
my mum is a human and my dad is a human thus i am a perfectly normal human who can't cast spells and make pigs fly like superheros k.
i don't care maybe its partly my fault for dragging my work but,
Even mario eat mushrooms and get stars/flowers before facing that giant spiky turtle and i am going to fight it in the mini version.
OK i am not making sense here but overall i am so ;_;.
i am all ready to get head-shot with a shotgun three days later and had my corpse drag off and flung over a cliff.
that is so emo.
AH
i think i don't need to sleep.
Before i die i need to take take of my injured babies first.
Special oatmeal for extra vitamins and tada speedy recovery
Babies remember that mummy love your k Y-Y.
;_;{ Monday, November 29, 2010 * }
FUUUUUU
my lancome lippy is missing.
its my favourite!.
I love you where are you please come out i beg you already!!.
omg 8^8
its the only lipgloss that i don't find irritating nah!.
fuuuuuuuu~ Y^Y
ok, the content above just don't fit the two photos.
i should type something like " i miss you" , "come to me?". etc those emo love line
butttt
AHHH MOI LIPPYYY
;_; ;_; ;_; ;_;
i just hope someone will invent a mini device whereby you can stick to your favourite item.
Then when you cannot find it, you press a button on something like a remote control and the mini device will go "I am here i am here!!!~",something like this ":/ then after that you can find your favourite missing thing sigh /A\
btw i think i AM mad.
i dream of having sucha wonderful date and i kinda grrrr him about flirting with other girls thing and he hugged me andddddd the rest of the scene is so sweet ( sorry imma too lazy to type i wanna go boil water eat tomyum maggie mee) :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C
but hey.
din't you say no eating after 10:30pm?!
AHHHHHH i din't see anything i can eat i can eat ahhhhhh i am hungry
-run off covering eyes-
Playing with clayyyy{ Sunday, November 28, 2010 * }
Meowwwww~
need to buy better clay after i finalize it >:3
am sleepy now.
Goodnight mehhhh~ /w\
btw...
why is my hair color getting lighter and lighter and lighter and lighter and ligh- .....?
ehhh...{ * }
Hi,
i saw your arm around some girl's waist today and i am upset about it
)':.
Btw went to town just now to met L.A (<-hahaha)
should be watching moi favourite rapunzel but ended playing the most annoyed l4d session ever with crazy kids and girls screaming like mad.
Can you believe that 12 yrold kids are playing l4d in town and screaming vulgarity at every zombie they shoot?
I think i am getting old....
that stupid bowlcut kid keep on screaming and screaming till i screamed in frustation too.
AHHH THE ZOMBIE WILL NOT CRAWL OUT OF THE SCREEN STOP YELLING AND GO TO BED YOU &^%$#@&^%$#@&^%$#@.
:C
working tomorrrrow $_$.
baibai
okkkk{ Saturday, November 27, 2010 * }
i am not that :C anymore
had no idea why i am feeling so figging emoish ever since i wake up today ):.
The low self confidence period has just come again
I need to lose weight
and the fan in my room is really pissing me off.
TURN YOU TURN AND BLOW WIND AROUND MY ROOM I AM SO HOT AH.
but lala go open wardrobe~.
GR :C{ * }
ROAR.
sick of sitting in this empty house waiting for them to come back.
i am going to pack up and stuff and go too.
for now i am going to go out of my real house to buy something good to munch on.
feeling so *&^%$#@ recently.
i am afraid i may just kick a random human on street later
Momme has just gone to malaysia to attend some wedding and i predict that the two man in this house will make me do the houseworks.
shall go into hiding soon >:l.
cause i got nothing better to do at night{ * }
TORO INOUE
I LIKE HIM, HE IS MY BROTHER ♥
my current wallpaper now is him and his brother.
so cute right omg.
i want a bloody huge toro plushie,
my only toro plushie is on liting's car and she is 嫌弃ing him!.
walau!!.
i think i gonna bring powerpuff girls down next time to invade her car so she won't forget to ask me go dinner next time.
HAHAHA
huishan is so sad now{ * }
YES
imma very sad now,
buy me either 1) a bag of gummys or 2) a bag of cheddar cheese chips
boo.
btw am looking at my past neoprint photos and realize that my cheek area gain a lot of fatty fatty fat during the past 8 months.
oi cheek why you so fat i don't like you AHHH.
):.
i swear,
i swear i am not going to touch supper anymore!.
Things to do /buy:
bamboo tablie-chan ( by next week)
board(?), just something to hang on my wall and pin notes on
notebook to plan my days better and also as diary?.my memory suck so i need something like this bahs
A giant poster , "HUISHAN YOU STOP EATING RIGHT NOW"
new cages for my fighting babies.......
faster draw finish my coward cat thing
stop roasting marshmallows on the stove
buy a bag or just rob one from andyker
eat roti prata
Go for at least 3 CE talks next week
cut my hairrrrr >:l
quit supper quit supper i must quit supper
Toner
talk to humans more
red earpiece
red mouse
stop cancelling out my workdays :(
that brown wedgie
okkkkkkk wan an have a sweet dream humanzx
how?.
ever since i am told that jiang shi and ghost with extremely long tongue exist i am dang freak out omg Y-Y
when i am waiting for lift i am dang afraid that one will hop pass me lah walau walau walau.
i don't know ghost got so many different kind man,
i tot they all look the same and just have the human shape float around etc.
i am dang scare i want to cryyyyyyyyyyy ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 8^8
):{ Friday, November 26, 2010 * }
omg i wake up alr
FUHADSCSDFVSDAQGAHEFCDW
'_'{ Thursday, November 25, 2010 * }
Hiiiii
just back from work neh.
laoniang ish beri deh tired nao.
):
thinking of changing jobbbb~
the current pay is so low ;_;
but the people there is nice leh and very slackish
suit my style heeheehee
a few peoples came into the shop and offered me jobs recently +_+.
should i do admin or continue to do sales?
ah whatever lah gr i want to be housewife only.
>:B.
yes shut up my ambition not very high humph *defensive*
but for now i gonna support myself.
male species are so disgusting recently.
maybe all that i have met are just the rotten one
>:C
wo yao qu chi maggie mee liaoooo byebye
then shall go to bed :>
sigh tomorrow die die also must go school,
miss the new media class for the third time already?.
they say if miss the fourth lesson equal to fail liaooooo
wahlauuuuuuuuu
tomorrow even if kena strike by lighting on the way to school crawl also need to crawl to class lah!
-do the domo rawr!-
/-\{ Tuesday, November 23, 2010 * }
Feeling extremely tired recently,
sigh
a lot of things to do and i can't seem to be able to remember them.
ugh
need to buy notebook.
>:l
:B{ * }
i like it when i brought a box full of yumyum home and found a empty box the next morning.
hope they like the treat~ :3
kiew asked me if i wanna be concept artist today.
yahh i really hope i can be one... ;_;
sigh.
still not up to it sob
Gloomy{ Monday, November 22, 2010 * }
Sigh,
this bear is really like the love of my life.
I WANT ALL THE GLOOMY IN THIS WORLDDDDDD
esp that gloomybear costume PJ.
WANT!!.
sigh.{ * }
i hope i am better with art.
i just don't have enough confidence :(
else i would paint my whole room with all the characters i like.
gloomy bears domochans Toro inoue ducks etc .
AHHHHHHHH
):{ Saturday, November 20, 2010 * }
i promise i will never touch that 50buck i will never touch that 50 buck i will not use it to go shopping i won't spent it on tibits i swear i gonna save it for my bamboo else jaejoong will not love me anymore!!!.
;_;.
why is it so hard to save money?!.
WHAI.
ok i shall go and explore the sims 3 late night nao.
vampire neh fukukukukukeke~~
-fangy smile-
):{ Thursday, November 18, 2010 * }
Hi
Huishan is sick.
and no one care about me!.
din't even prepare lunch
humph
thus i had to sway my way downstair to buy food and i step into a drain.
if swaying isnt bad enough now i need to limp
*&^%$#@!
tmr confirm a lot of blue black one lo.
pain!.
humph
{ Wednesday, November 17, 2010 * }
有时还真想沉睡百年
或许就能有新的开始
等到所有人都死光了
就再也没人让我牵挂
再也没人可以伤得了我了
再也不会有人了。
;_;{ Tuesday, November 16, 2010 * }
!!!!!!
omg ;_;
this is so dang touching lah!.
btw is there pedobear plushie?.
i want one man, it will make me feel younger HAHA
guudmorningz{ * }
Hai yessu its 1.50am now,
Ate too much just now and i can't sleep even dough i am mad sleepy +_+.
i think i be getting fat,
supper is wanton mee and the moment i reach home i am eating chicken rice.
i will start loving god if my face aint fat and puffy tomorrow ):.
gimme higher metabolism rate xiexie.
Sucky day today,
fyp will be added as a new word to describe suffering in my dictionary.
i hate that free falling thing.
and something set me into thinking today,
why can people throw away their future so easily for worthless thing while some are dying to live even "properly".
ok too much of those sad human life video again.
i should stop watching those videos. -_-
whatever,
i am loving the peace in my family now and i am not gonna let anything ruin it.
maybe if my mum see this she will be touch till she stop torturing my shoes and gimme moar chingching.
$_$
heeheehee.
& wahhhlau eh.
i need to sleep, my panda eyes is ......... argh ):.
ok fml when i open my door to go kitchen brush moi teeth,
a huge cockroach is outside my brother's room door.
its figging huge.
even me,the pro cockroach killer is freak off.
omg giant king cockroach
-slam door shut-
rofl..{ Friday, November 12, 2010 * }
While clearing the useless books just now,
i found a dairy i wrote years ago.
and i just started crying reading it
All those dark memories ,family friends and love.
Everything is like shit back then
Why am i so pathetic and dumb at that time?.
i even stapled all those begging you to come back notes to the book.
its ok,
everything is over right now.
I have changed and nothing of that sort will happen to me again
i guess i din't dump that book just to remind myself of my mistakes.
rofl
):.
*yawns*{ Thursday, November 11, 2010 * }
Manage to escape a trip to the science center today~.
But kinda of regretting it now.
HOW CAN I FORGET ABOUT THE ASTRONAUT ICECREAM.
AH, WO DE TIAN.
-jump around in regret-
now i am having on a extremely bulldogish grumpy face watching the youtube people eat that freeze dried ice cream.
pedobear want kids and huishan want freeze dried icecream!!!.
am finally going to work tomorrow $_$
wo yao mai dong xi ah mai dong xi~
then can eat moi favourite duck heart thing.
what!!!, why are you looking at me like that?! -defensive- ):
By the way i dream of something extremely omfg yesterday,
what am moi thinking. omfg
They say dreams are what you are thinking of unconsciously during the day.
its true that i like cuddling but ......................... !?.
byebye lah!
):{ * }
Again,
the silent love thing is happening again.
sigh
eummm{ Wednesday, November 10, 2010 * }
+_+.
Am really tired recently,
keep on doing this to prevent self from falling asleep in class
sigh
/A\;;
When is holiday cominggggggg
i need to stay in lalaland for a longer period of time ah!.
:3{ Tuesday, November 9, 2010 * }
唔 好有才哦~
我爱杰伦。
我想他是我喜欢 欣赏最久的艺人了吧?。
呵呵
听的大部分也是他的歌吧?。
唉 不帅有才也不错也~
:>{ Sunday, November 7, 2010 * }
Hello hello kiki i wish you're alive~
sighh but don't eat my babies hammy dough i know they look yummy and fat.
hawhawhaw
{ Saturday, November 6, 2010 * }
人类始终是自私的,放弃自身只为你好助人而不求回报?
世上的好人都死光了对全都被奸人所害
剩下的只有奸人们的你虞我诈斗智斗命
不想被咬被欺就慢慢的踩着人头往上爬
靠着墙 墙会倒 站在地 地会塌
唯独自己创造的才是最坚固的
;_;{ * }
felt like to cry everything i listen to It hurts by 2ne1 :(
변해야 했니?
돌아올 순 없니?
{ Friday, November 5, 2010 * }
被誉为坚强与勇敢
孤独面对风霜雨雪
有谁能记得予也会凋谢?。
但唯独 君 您会心疼予
就唯独 君 您想保护予
于是予求上苍
让予在此等候
让予化为花妖
等着君的归来
等着君的触碰
等着君再次的温柔
{ * }
那晚 对着你 我笑的异常甜蜜
我为你将她染上艳丽的红
美的如你赠我的那朵玫瑰
快乐吗? 你能爱我了吗?
无语 你就这样 安静的看着我
一滴 只需一滴就好
然后 闭上眼等着我
百年后我必与你重逢
就是这磁性的嗓音 始终魅惑着我的心
我会依你 即使那个地方只有黑暗与痛苦
但庆幸与那里没有她
你将因我而堕落于此
那时就请你遵守承诺
在黑暗中找到我 抱着我
然后 求你 对我说出那迟来的三个字
...好吗?
something that i dream of,
hahahas this is weird i know gonna find time to draw this out.
{ Thursday, November 4, 2010 * }
我不愿看到自己的倒影,
这样我还能抬起头走着。
我不愿听你的“真心话”
这样我才能继续存在着。
我不愿在去看去听去管,
这样也许就可以去相信
你还是我的
我也不愿再去拥有什么,
哪怕只有这样 从今以后
我就不用再心痛了。
the title of this post is fuck my lif{ Tuesday, November 2, 2010 * }
I gave up watching lee seung gi on 2days1night and read all those tutorialish tabs.
/A\;;
Now you can see how agitated and pissed off i am.
*&^%$#@!
happy thing is that at least i can practice with strawberry land and creams props.
Suit my taste haha :B.
okae shall continue next time cause i next to eat and sleep then off to work tomorrow.
.........
AHHHH
-scratch wall-
Agitated.{ * }
RAWR.
am exploring some game making website watching all those tutorials.
someone just poke the beast inside me awake.
if murder isnt illegal i swear i will snatch that human to death.
I scratchhhhhhh!. o(▼皿▼メ;)o
GR
Btw, why am i so figging suay today?.
...{ * }
Facing someone who landed me in this state where my fyp had to be restart.
Sometime i really hope human can invent something that let them see how thick their skin is,
man i really don't see guilt .
man.
!!!!!!{ * }
Jaejoong revealed, “A girl with pretty hands makes my heart restless.”
Yoochun revealed that his ideal type was the nice housewife type. However, Yoochun also added, “I like sexy girls too.”
.....gonna buy all the good for hand stuff available next week.
Then soak my hand in milk everyday.
JAEJOONG AH WAIT FOR MEH ♥
and yoochun ah, the girl you're searching for is here
* point self *
heeheeheeheehee
as for the sexy part...
-throw away jacket and pull down one side of shirt-
HAHA
/A\;;{ * }
Hello,
I think i am losing my ability to committable with human soon.
Really don't feel like to talk recently,
I would rather use pen and paper.
like..what is happening to me ? .... ;_;.
is this autism
But isnt it weird for a 19yrold to get it.
Argh -_-.
My favourite song{ Monday, November 1, 2010 * }
LAI LETS GO KTV.
HAHAHHAHHAAA
prick says:
*ai tio li xim tia tia~
Huishan says:
*XIO TIO LI XIM TIA TIA
*ok fuck
*i think my bro hear my room play hokkien room
*LOLOL
*FML.
prick says:
*LOL
*LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
*scarly he thinks ur mom in ur room
Huishan says:
*LOLOLOL FMLLL
{ * }
为何我的等待总会落成一场空梦
为何总在我伸出手时才漠然离开
为何就是我 注定当个落泪的配角
为何就不能 赐我个能靠著的肩膀
Aftermath of overspending{ * }
Ni hao ah earthlings.
Your invented too many wonderful stuff and make me spent too much buying your humanly goods.
;_;
brought 3 box of mask today~
heeheeheeheehee.
Its all the pushcart fault, it caught my attention that's why!
and so cheappppppp
Aiyah take it as a beauty investment nah,
i want to look young !!!
The day where wrinkles crawl on my face is the day i commit suicide.
Erm too over, i think botox will do the job.
OK i am thinking too far into th future already
HAHA
Now i am offically broke.
I think
For the rest of this week..
My dinner menu will be :
tuesday : Bread with ham and cheese wednesday : Bread with cheese and ham
Thursday : Yummeh bread with ham and cheese
Friday : Yummeh bread with cheese and ham
saturday : Yummeh bread with yumyum ham and cheese
Sunday : Yummeh bread with yumyum cheese and ham
.......
i can't help but to shed a drop of sparkling tear for myself
(・_;)
its ok...
i guess i will just pretend like its jaejoong who make all those sandwiches for me~
siku siku siku 。゜゜(´O`)°゜。.
i love this :3{ * }
[CL] You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her As if it were nothing, you kiss her You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her You'll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her
[Minzy] It seems that we're already too late Has our love already ended Please at least say anything to me We truly loved each other, can't turn back?
[Dara] I'm the only one hurting tonight
[Bom] Have you changed? Am I no longer in your heart now? When I, I think about you It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] You look at my tears as if it were nothing You continue to talk calmly again [CL] You told me cruely that you couldn't deny That you had absolutely no attachments or regrets
[Bom] Are we already too late? Is our love over? Even if it's a lie, please tell me it isn't so I can do better now, though we can't meet again
[Dara] I'm the only one in pain tonight
[CL] Have you changed? Am I no longer in your heart now? When I, I think about you It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] You're no longer your old self [CL] Because the you I loved And the you now are so different [Dara] Are you that shocked? I just stood and cried Watching you become further away [Bom] No way, I can't recognize You're not mine anymore
[Dara] Did you have to change? Can't you come back? Did you really have to change? Can't you come back?
Did you have to change? Can't you come back? Why did you have to change? Can't you keep loving me?
[Bom] Oh, is this the end? Am I no longer in your heart now? When I, I think about you [Minzy] It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] It hurts, it hurts [CL] It hurts, it hurts
Omo i love dara!!!~
She is so pretty ♥
and who is that guy,
I can't stop looking at his eyes
Felt so dreamy and so distanced.
I can't stop repeating the part where he rest his chin on dara's head~
he is my prince charming heeheehee
archivesrandomhome
;_;{ Tuesday, November 30, 20102:54:00 AM * }
Still slogging,
My web is only.... 30% done?.
duhh shall leave the rest for tomorrow and go to bed nao.
Been wearing b&w recently.
Haha is am emokiddie
&my hair need the magical hand of fairygodmother.
fuglyest hair ever in history. but i want long hair i can't cut i can't!!
hiyyyya i wanna watch rapunzel! ):
but before that....things left to do,
buy a bamboo asap.4 icons. MORE ARTWORKS.completed website.completed blog entries. etc
Hellp chicken essence my battle mate come to my aid now!.
bah i hate redbulll.
HHFBVSFDVS{ * }
Hi,
Today is a F**king bad day.
Came home and my brother told me that he found a runaway baby of mine and put it inside the white box-cage.
I almost screamed. then i ran to the box and found two bloody hamsters inside i almost want to die and cry then die and continue to cry.
i took the both of them out and hug each of them in my hand then literally stoned there sitting on my bed for hell know how many minutes.
then bathed them and thank god (yes i really love you for now) aint that badly injured.
Thus found some bandages and tried to bandage my baby's injured paw.
Fml man, fml.
Went home happily with a packet of hammy food and almost found two of my babies dead.
My heart is weak don't scare me like this.
Then berline told me about the PD oral defense and we're officially fighting the boss within three days
Yes they give us 3 days to prepare for everything.
EH MY FATHER IS NOT ALIBABA OK.
i don't inherit that magic lamp and thus i can't rub it and wish for everything to be done within 3 days!.
my mum is a human and my dad is a human thus i am a perfectly normal human who can't cast spells and make pigs fly like superheros k.
i don't care maybe its partly my fault for dragging my work but,
Even mario eat mushrooms and get stars/flowers before facing that giant spiky turtle and i am going to fight it in the mini version.
OK i am not making sense here but overall i am so ;_;.
i am all ready to get head-shot with a shotgun three days later and had my corpse drag off and flung over a cliff.
that is so emo.
AH
i think i don't need to sleep.
Before i die i need to take take of my injured babies first.
Special oatmeal for extra vitamins and tada speedy recovery
Babies remember that mummy love your k Y-Y.
;_;{ Monday, November 29, 201012:13:00 AM * }
FUUUUUU
my lancome lippy is missing.
its my favourite!.
I love you where are you please come out i beg you already!!.
omg 8^8
its the only lipgloss that i don't find irritating nah!.
fuuuuuuuu~ Y^Y
ok, the content above just don't fit the two photos.
i should type something like " i miss you" , "come to me?". etc those emo love line
butttt
AHHH MOI LIPPYYY
;_; ;_; ;_; ;_;
i just hope someone will invent a mini device whereby you can stick to your favourite item.
Then when you cannot find it, you press a button on something like a remote control and the mini device will go "I am here i am here!!!~",something like this ":/ then after that you can find your favourite missing thing sigh /A\
btw i think i AM mad.
i dream of having sucha wonderful date and i kinda grrrr him about flirting with other girls thing and he hugged me andddddd the rest of the scene is so sweet ( sorry imma too lazy to type i wanna go boil water eat tomyum maggie mee) :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C :C
but hey.
din't you say no eating after 10:30pm?!
AHHHHHH i din't see anything i can eat i can eat ahhhhhh i am hungry
-run off covering eyes-
Playing with clayyyy{ Sunday, November 28, 20103:13:00 AM * }
Meowwwww~
need to buy better clay after i finalize it >:3
am sleepy now.
Goodnight mehhhh~ /w\
btw...
why is my hair color getting lighter and lighter and lighter and lighter and ligh- .....?
ehhh...{ * }
Hi,
i saw your arm around some girl's waist today and i am upset about it
)':.
Btw went to town just now to met L.A (<-hahaha)
should be watching moi favourite rapunzel but ended playing the most annoyed l4d session ever with crazy kids and girls screaming like mad.
Can you believe that 12 yrold kids are playing l4d in town and screaming vulgarity at every zombie they shoot?
I think i am getting old....
that stupid bowlcut kid keep on screaming and screaming till i screamed in frustation too.
AHHH THE ZOMBIE WILL NOT CRAWL OUT OF THE SCREEN STOP YELLING AND GO TO BED YOU &^%$#@&^%$#@&^%$#@.
:C
working tomorrrrow $_$.
baibai
okkkk{ Saturday, November 27, 20105:51:00 PM * }
i am not that :C anymore
had no idea why i am feeling so figging emoish ever since i wake up today ):.
The low self confidence period has just come again
I need to lose weight
and the fan in my room is really pissing me off.
TURN YOU TURN AND BLOW WIND AROUND MY ROOM I AM SO HOT AH.
but lala go open wardrobe~.
GR :C{ * }
ROAR.
sick of sitting in this empty house waiting for them to come back.
i am going to pack up and stuff and go too.
for now i am going to go out of my real house to buy something good to munch on.
feeling so *&^%$#@ recently.
i am afraid i may just kick a random human on street later
Momme has just gone to malaysia to attend some wedding and i predict that the two man in this house will make me do the houseworks.
shall go into hiding soon >:l.
cause i got nothing better to do at night{ * }
TORO INOUE
I LIKE HIM, HE IS MY BROTHER ♥
my current wallpaper now is him and his brother.
so cute right omg.
i want a bloody huge toro plushie,
my only toro plushie is on liting's car and she is 嫌弃ing him!.
walau!!.
i think i gonna bring powerpuff girls down next time to invade her car so she won't forget to ask me go dinner next time.
HAHAHA
huishan is so sad now{ * }
YES
imma very sad now,
buy me either 1) a bag of gummys or 2) a bag of cheddar cheese chips
boo.
btw am looking at my past neoprint photos and realize that my cheek area gain a lot of fatty fatty fat during the past 8 months.
oi cheek why you so fat i don't like you AHHH.
):.
i swear,
i swear i am not going to touch supper anymore!.
Things to do /buy:
bamboo tablie-chan ( by next week)
board(?), just something to hang on my wall and pin notes on
notebook to plan my days better and also as diary?.my memory suck so i need something like this bahs
A giant poster , "HUISHAN YOU STOP EATING RIGHT NOW"
new cages for my fighting babies.......
faster draw finish my coward cat thing
stop roasting marshmallows on the stove
buy a bag or just rob one from andyker
eat roti prata
Go for at least 3 CE talks next week
cut my hairrrrr >:l
quit supper quit supper i must quit supper
Toner
talk to humans more
red earpiece
red mouse
stop cancelling out my workdays :(
that brown wedgie
okkkkkkk wan an have a sweet dream humanzx
how?.
ever since i am told that jiang shi and ghost with extremely long tongue exist i am dang freak out omg Y-Y
when i am waiting for lift i am dang afraid that one will hop pass me lah walau walau walau.
i don't know ghost got so many different kind man,
i tot they all look the same and just have the human shape float around etc.
i am dang scare i want to cryyyyyyyyyyy ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 8^8
):{ Friday, November 26, 201011:41:00 PM * }
omg i wake up alr
FUHADSCSDFVSDAQGAHEFCDW
'_'{ Thursday, November 25, 201012:06:00 AM * }
Hiiiii
just back from work neh.
laoniang ish beri deh tired nao.
):
thinking of changing jobbbb~
the current pay is so low ;_;
but the people there is nice leh and very slackish
suit my style heeheehee
a few peoples came into the shop and offered me jobs recently +_+.
should i do admin or continue to do sales?
ah whatever lah gr i want to be housewife only.
>:B.
yes shut up my ambition not very high humph *defensive*
but for now i gonna support myself.
male species are so disgusting recently.
maybe all that i have met are just the rotten one
>:C
wo yao qu chi maggie mee liaoooo byebye
then shall go to bed :>
sigh tomorrow die die also must go school,
miss the new media class for the third time already?.
they say if miss the fourth lesson equal to fail liaooooo
wahlauuuuuuuuu
tomorrow even if kena strike by lighting on the way to school crawl also need to crawl to class lah!
-do the domo rawr!-
/-\{ Tuesday, November 23, 20103:33:00 PM * }
Feeling extremely tired recently,
sigh
a lot of things to do and i can't seem to be able to remember them.
ugh
need to buy notebook.
>:l
:B{ * }
i like it when i brought a box full of yumyum home and found a empty box the next morning.
hope they like the treat~ :3
kiew asked me if i wanna be concept artist today.
yahh i really hope i can be one... ;_;
sigh.
still not up to it sob
Gloomy{ Monday, November 22, 20101:48:00 AM * }
Sigh,
this bear is really like the love of my life.
I WANT ALL THE GLOOMY IN THIS WORLDDDDDD
esp that gloomybear costume PJ.
WANT!!.
sigh.{ * }
i hope i am better with art.
i just don't have enough confidence :(
else i would paint my whole room with all the characters i like.
gloomy bears domochans Toro inoue ducks etc .
AHHHHHHHH
):{ Saturday, November 20, 201012:26:00 AM * }
i promise i will never touch that 50buck i will never touch that 50 buck i will not use it to go shopping i won't spent it on tibits i swear i gonna save it for my bamboo else jaejoong will not love me anymore!!!.
;_;.
why is it so hard to save money?!.
WHAI.
ok i shall go and explore the sims 3 late night nao.
vampire neh fukukukukukeke~~
-fangy smile-
):{ Thursday, November 18, 20103:53:00 PM * }
Hi
Huishan is sick.
and no one care about me!.
din't even prepare lunch
humph
thus i had to sway my way downstair to buy food and i step into a drain.
if swaying isnt bad enough now i need to limp
*&^%$#@!
tmr confirm a lot of blue black one lo.
pain!.
humph
{ Wednesday, November 17, 20103:04:00 AM * }
有时还真想沉睡百年
或许就能有新的开始
等到所有人都死光了
就再也没人让我牵挂
再也没人可以伤得了我了
再也不会有人了。
;_;{ Tuesday, November 16, 20102:10:00 AM * }
!!!!!!
omg ;_;
this is so dang touching lah!.
btw is there pedobear plushie?.
i want one man, it will make me feel younger HAHA
guudmorningz{ * }
Hai yessu its 1.50am now,
Ate too much just now and i can't sleep even dough i am mad sleepy +_+.
i think i be getting fat,
supper is wanton mee and the moment i reach home i am eating chicken rice.
i will start loving god if my face aint fat and puffy tomorrow ):.
gimme higher metabolism rate xiexie.
Sucky day today,
fyp will be added as a new word to describe suffering in my dictionary.
i hate that free falling thing.
and something set me into thinking today,
why can people throw away their future so easily for worthless thing while some are dying to live even "properly".
ok too much of those sad human life video again.
i should stop watching those videos. -_-
whatever,
i am loving the peace in my family now and i am not gonna let anything ruin it.
maybe if my mum see this she will be touch till she stop torturing my shoes and gimme moar chingching.
$_$
heeheehee.
& wahhhlau eh.
i need to sleep, my panda eyes is ......... argh ):.
ok fml when i open my door to go kitchen brush moi teeth,
a huge cockroach is outside my brother's room door.
its figging huge.
even me,the pro cockroach killer is freak off.
omg giant king cockroach
-slam door shut-
rofl..{ Friday, November 12, 201011:35:00 PM * }
While clearing the useless books just now,
i found a dairy i wrote years ago.
and i just started crying reading it
All those dark memories ,family friends and love.
Everything is like shit back then
Why am i so pathetic and dumb at that time?.
i even stapled all those begging you to come back notes to the book.
its ok,
everything is over right now.
I have changed and nothing of that sort will happen to me again
i guess i din't dump that book just to remind myself of my mistakes.
rofl
):.
*yawns*{ Thursday, November 11, 201010:05:00 PM * }
Manage to escape a trip to the science center today~.
But kinda of regretting it now.
HOW CAN I FORGET ABOUT THE ASTRONAUT ICECREAM.
AH, WO DE TIAN.
-jump around in regret-
now i am having on a extremely bulldogish grumpy face watching the youtube people eat that freeze dried ice cream.
pedobear want kids and huishan want freeze dried icecream!!!.
am finally going to work tomorrow $_$
wo yao mai dong xi ah mai dong xi~
then can eat moi favourite duck heart thing.
what!!!, why are you looking at me like that?! -defensive- ):
By the way i dream of something extremely omfg yesterday,
what am moi thinking. omfg
They say dreams are what you are thinking of unconsciously during the day.
its true that i like cuddling but ......................... !?.
byebye lah!
):{ * }
Again,
the silent love thing is happening again.
sigh
eummm{ Wednesday, November 10, 201012:49:00 AM * }
+_+.
Am really tired recently,
keep on doing this to prevent self from falling asleep in class
sigh
/A\;;
When is holiday cominggggggg
i need to stay in lalaland for a longer period of time ah!.
:3{ Tuesday, November 9, 201011:38:00 PM * }
唔 好有才哦~
我爱杰伦。
我想他是我喜欢 欣赏最久的艺人了吧?。
呵呵
听的大部分也是他的歌吧?。
唉 不帅有才也不错也~
:>{ Sunday, November 7, 201012:25:00 AM * }
Hello hello kiki i wish you're alive~
sighh but don't eat my babies hammy dough i know they look yummy and fat.
hawhawhaw
{ Saturday, November 6, 20103:54:00 PM * }
人类始终是自私的,放弃自身只为你好助人而不求回报?
世上的好人都死光了对全都被奸人所害
剩下的只有奸人们的你虞我诈斗智斗命
不想被咬被欺就慢慢的踩着人头往上爬
靠着墙 墙会倒 站在地 地会塌
唯独自己创造的才是最坚固的
;_;{ * }
felt like to cry everything i listen to It hurts by 2ne1 :(
변해야 했니?
돌아올 순 없니?
{ Friday, November 5, 201011:52:00 PM * }
被誉为坚强与勇敢
孤独面对风霜雨雪
有谁能记得予也会凋谢?。
但唯独 君 您会心疼予
就唯独 君 您想保护予
于是予求上苍
让予在此等候
让予化为花妖
等着君的归来
等着君的触碰
等着君再次的温柔
{ * }
那晚 对着你 我笑的异常甜蜜
我为你将她染上艳丽的红
美的如你赠我的那朵玫瑰
快乐吗? 你能爱我了吗?
无语 你就这样 安静的看着我
一滴 只需一滴就好
然后 闭上眼等着我
百年后我必与你重逢
就是这磁性的嗓音 始终魅惑着我的心
我会依你 即使那个地方只有黑暗与痛苦
但庆幸与那里没有她
你将因我而堕落于此
那时就请你遵守承诺
在黑暗中找到我 抱着我
然后 求你 对我说出那迟来的三个字
...好吗?
something that i dream of,
hahahas this is weird i know gonna find time to draw this out.
{ Thursday, November 4, 201011:50:00 PM * }
我不愿看到自己的倒影,
这样我还能抬起头走着。
我不愿听你的“真心话”
这样我才能继续存在着。
我不愿在去看去听去管,
这样也许就可以去相信
你还是我的
我也不愿再去拥有什么,
哪怕只有这样 从今以后
我就不用再心痛了。
the title of this post is fuck my lif{ Tuesday, November 2, 201010:48:00 PM * }
I gave up watching lee seung gi on 2days1night and read all those tutorialish tabs.
/A\;;
Now you can see how agitated and pissed off i am.
*&^%$#@!
happy thing is that at least i can practice with strawberry land and creams props.
Suit my taste haha :B.
okae shall continue next time cause i next to eat and sleep then off to work tomorrow.
.........
AHHHH
-scratch wall-
Agitated.{ * }
RAWR.
am exploring some game making website watching all those tutorials.
someone just poke the beast inside me awake.
if murder isnt illegal i swear i will snatch that human to death.
I scratchhhhhhh!. o(▼皿▼メ;)o
GR
Btw, why am i so figging suay today?.
...{ * }
Facing someone who landed me in this state where my fyp had to be restart.
Sometime i really hope human can invent something that let them see how thick their skin is,
man i really don't see guilt .
man.
!!!!!!{ * }
Jaejoong revealed, “A girl with pretty hands makes my heart restless.”
Yoochun revealed that his ideal type was the nice housewife type. However, Yoochun also added, “I like sexy girls too.”
.....gonna buy all the good for hand stuff available next week.
Then soak my hand in milk everyday.
JAEJOONG AH WAIT FOR MEH ♥
and yoochun ah, the girl you're searching for is here
* point self *
heeheeheeheehee
as for the sexy part...
-throw away jacket and pull down one side of shirt-
HAHA
/A\;;{ * }
Hello,
I think i am losing my ability to committable with human soon.
Really don't feel like to talk recently,
I would rather use pen and paper.
like..what is happening to me ? .... ;_;.
is this autism
But isnt it weird for a 19yrold to get it.
Argh -_-.
My favourite song{ Monday, November 1, 201011:54:00 PM * }
LAI LETS GO KTV.
HAHAHHAHHAAA
prick says:
*ai tio li xim tia tia~
Huishan says:
*XIO TIO LI XIM TIA TIA
*ok fuck
*i think my bro hear my room play hokkien room
*LOLOL
*FML.
prick says:
*LOL
*LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
*scarly he thinks ur mom in ur room
Huishan says:
*LOLOLOL FMLLL
{ * }
为何我的等待总会落成一场空梦
为何总在我伸出手时才漠然离开
为何就是我 注定当个落泪的配角
为何就不能 赐我个能靠著的肩膀
Aftermath of overspending{ * }
Ni hao ah earthlings.
Your invented too many wonderful stuff and make me spent too much buying your humanly goods.
;_;
brought 3 box of mask today~
heeheeheeheehee.
Its all the pushcart fault, it caught my attention that's why!
and so cheappppppp
Aiyah take it as a beauty investment nah,
i want to look young !!!
The day where wrinkles crawl on my face is the day i commit suicide.
Erm too over, i think botox will do the job.
OK i am thinking too far into th future already
HAHA
Now i am offically broke.
I think
For the rest of this week..
My dinner menu will be :
tuesday : Bread with ham and cheese wednesday : Bread with cheese and ham
Thursday : Yummeh bread with ham and cheese
Friday : Yummeh bread with cheese and ham
saturday : Yummeh bread with yumyum ham and cheese
Sunday : Yummeh bread with yumyum cheese and ham
.......
i can't help but to shed a drop of sparkling tear for myself
(・_;)
its ok...
i guess i will just pretend like its jaejoong who make all those sandwiches for me~
siku siku siku 。゜゜(´O`)°゜。.
i love this :3{ * }
[CL] You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her As if it were nothing, you kiss her You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her You'll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her
[Minzy] It seems that we're already too late Has our love already ended Please at least say anything to me We truly loved each other, can't turn back?
[Dara] I'm the only one hurting tonight
[Bom] Have you changed? Am I no longer in your heart now? When I, I think about you It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] You look at my tears as if it were nothing You continue to talk calmly again [CL] You told me cruely that you couldn't deny That you had absolutely no attachments or regrets
[Bom] Are we already too late? Is our love over? Even if it's a lie, please tell me it isn't so I can do better now, though we can't meet again
[Dara] I'm the only one in pain tonight
[CL] Have you changed? Am I no longer in your heart now? When I, I think about you It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] You're no longer your old self [CL] Because the you I loved And the you now are so different [Dara] Are you that shocked? I just stood and cried Watching you become further away [Bom] No way, I can't recognize You're not mine anymore
[Dara] Did you have to change? Can't you come back? Did you really have to change? Can't you come back?
Did you have to change? Can't you come back? Why did you have to change? Can't you keep loving me?
[Bom] Oh, is this the end? Am I no longer in your heart now? When I, I think about you [Minzy] It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] It hurts, it hurts [CL] It hurts, it hurts
Omo i love dara!!!~
She is so pretty ♥
and who is that guy,
I can't stop looking at his eyes
Felt so dreamy and so distanced.
I can't stop repeating the part where he rest his chin on dara's head~