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. Tuesday, May 31, 2011 // 1:39:00 AM Photobucket

说白了，

我根本不认识你。

但为何，告诉我

为什麽提到放弃

我的心会这样纠结着痛着

一切好像太迟了

我好像比想象中还喜欢你

我该这么办

若我说我后悔了，

你能不能把心还给我？

你还得回吗

NANANA . Monday, May 30, 2011 // 11:54:00 PM Photobucket

Unknowingly,

Its holiday.

._.

I feel so dumb suddenly.

*coughs coughs ehemmm clear throats*

So for this short holiday~

I guess i will just work hard sleep hard and be as lifeless as a zombie.

For this, i shall blame my potato friend,

GOT LOVER NO FRIEND GOT LOVER NO FRIEND!.

HAHAHAHA,

i hate couples!, i gonna disturb her till she run me over with her car bahhhhhhaha!.

and i will find one day and go to spca!.

Anyone kind enough to bring me there?.

nehhhhhhh~

. Friday, May 27, 2011 // 2:53:00 PM Photobucket

老娘不干垂死挣扎这门蠢事。

bitch mode. . // 1:30:00 PM Photobucket

Life just won't run smoothly for me.

I am so piss off.

Firstly, humans who lived for over half an century can be as childish as those people in my class.

Its ok even if you stop cleaning my room and ironing my clothes.

Actually i am happier that way,

At least i get to sleep more peacefully.

Fyi i am a super light sleeper, i wake up at the slightest sounds and that bitch seems to be unable to understand that.

But taking out all of my socks and stuffing them into a garbage bag?.

Bitch,isnt that too much?.

Losing in the game of "lets see who will be better off without each other" doesn't means you can do shits to my stuff.

So you can act all innocent and nice in fronts of those morons in this household and then do shits to me and then pretending you din't/ its for my whole good.

GROW UP, mentally wise.

Thinking of going home and breathing in the same oxygen with her make me barf.

and oh,

I am too vain to be productive.

Did i swept my hair around and stare at the mirror round the clock?.

Ohplease.

you're the one who is ignoring my every existence.

i had no dang idea about this module but as those humans had already labelled me as being "too vain to learn", i am practically a bye-bye.

Do i have to wear my brother's tee and shorts here with slippers before i get acknowledged?.

#bunchofbastards

here i am,fuming in the class and all i get is a :(.

Pathetic.

i do feel the need to reflect on myself now.

you tell me, which one!. . Thursday, May 26, 2011 // 6:49:00 PM Photobucket

THIS

OR THIS?

Urmz.

A&D in my head :

"BOTH BOTH BOTH BOTH BOTH BOTH BOTH BOTH BOTH BOTH BOTH.!"

Huishan:

"NAHHHHH YER WRONG NO WAY MANZ"

A&D in my head :

"OH WHAI NO WAY IT CAN'T BE!"

Huishan:

"CAUSE...." -draw open red curtain-

A&D + Huishan :

"NIAK HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, EEE HEE HEE HEE HEE HEE HEE HEE"

*rub hands together*

-siao-

OHHAI. . // 3:51:00 PM Photobucket

Hi,

Here i am brooding during class about missing Mrker's graduation ceremony :'(

Ok actually i grieve more when **** went offline but ah well...

Its like heeheehee happy lalala *do a little jig* then... DANG DA DA DANG,*insert lighting and thunder effect*, and i shall collapse onto the ground with spotlight shining on me in a dark room.

sorry i am in the drama queen mode.

Actually my life has been pretty dramatic this few days -_-

On monday, its a family breakdown and my mum is clearly a Oscar award winner.

She pointed at me while wiping tears off with a tissue and shrieks , " 你不要冤枉我!!!" then proceed on to hiding behind my dad like some frighten puppy. But thank god she din't go to the extent of running out of my room in tears.

ohman.

after that some wire inside of me sort of snapped and i went berserk, trying to tear the house down and destroy everything with my almighty sound vibration attack (screaming) . my throat hurts *cough cough*

and then on tue,

I sort of got too emotional while rejoicing over my friend's succeed thus i called andyker to share my current feeling but that cold hearted asshole just keep on killing the mood.

Example:

"omg andy did you saw the video?!?!! *sob sob sob* i dont know why i am crying but its so!!!!! *sob sob sob*"

"Uh huh eh what shoe should i wear? i had no idea uh huh"

"oh andy she is gone will she come back???!"

"i had no idea what to wear what to wear~~"

WAH DIE ANDY DIE

ohman i like this kinda stuff.

I think i will go and befriend more humans just so i will get more weddings to cry about.

NANANANA.

as for today, i missed his graduation ceremony thus missed the chance to appear in his graduation photo!. :C

if my face is inside it will lower the percentage of him forgetting me in the future you know!.

its ok laoniang tmr die die also will squeeze my face into liting's.

Cannot also photoshop in!.

EFT.

for my bestie . Wednesday, May 25, 2011 // 8:05:00 PM Photobucket

just saw a videoclip of you performing.

wuu i feel like i could cry. ok i did

had a lot to say but nothing could come out,

you're the best girl ilu i'll be your numba 1 fangirl 8v8

Olá amigo o' cha cha . // 2:36:00 AM Photobucket

Washing out all the negative emotions with puss in the boot's awww oh prease? look.

or maybe i can just samba dance them away,

oh la la oh cha cha oh nanana~

*shake butt*

if you're pondering about the samba dance part,ahhhh i just watched rio. its funny HAHAHA

I like that yellow bird.

olá someone please faster accompany me to spca i need a guinea pig happy pill.

. Tuesday, May 24, 2011 // 9:21:00 PM Photobucket

活着就是在倒数末日的来临

Wah laoniang very angry . // 8:43:00 PM Photobucket

My parent keep on chiding me about being too selfish and not sharing my cake.

WAHHHHHH

my brain is heavy with blood now. all of my red blood cell is rushing inside man

SIMI NOT SHARING.

how many times has i brought chewy juniors,maggies,pastries etc home for your son to eat?!.

Yer and the loaf of bread. He finished it up before i can even eat ok!!

& then there is this piece of cake that i wanted to try a long time ago & i brought it home for 3 times alr but i never once eat it before.

-_-

No giving up,i brought it again.

The day before i went to sleep,

I am like wahhhhhhh tomorrow i shall sit in the living room and enjoy my cake, savoring it while sipping orange juice in the morning. *happiness*

Then the next day,went into the kitchen and open the fridge dreamingly thinking about awwww cakiee cakiee finally i gonna eat chu~,

cake gone. everything gone

(*&^%$#@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!

-literally jumping around in anger and screaming-

Yes laoniang is angry till i am stomping my feet, jumping around in circles blabbering vuglar-ic rubbish (cause i'm muttering too fast)

FOURTH TIME,

FOURTH TIME ALREADY!!!!.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

if you understand Chinese, i now is 急怒攻心 i tell you.

and my mum had to gut to make it seems like it my fault!

complainted to my dad somemore, thus he stopped me and say something about being selfish, i literally slammed the door close.

-_-+

FUCKＬＡＨIＮＯＷVERYＡＧＮＲＹ．

ＢＹＥ

You ate my heart. . Monday, May 23, 2011 // 10:35:00 PM Photobucket

You chomp chomp chomp my heart~

AHHHH . // 12:40:00 AM Photobucket

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I AM SO &^%$#@LY TIRED.

I DON'T WANT TO GO WORK ALR LAH.

I DON'T WANT TO GO SCHOOL TMR TOO.

HUMPH

I GONNA SUPERGLUE MYSELF TO MY BED,TGT WITH MY GLOOMYCHAN.

AH,

ELEPHANT BRAND ONE,

STRONGEST ONE

AND FUG LARRY HOW DARE YOU EAT MY CAKE.

ANGRY.

. Thursday, May 19, 2011 // 7:59:00 PM Photobucket

I think i will die sooner or later.

My mum has been doing things that piss me off so badly until to the extent whereby i can stomp around the house doing angry roars and chestbeating, spitting fire that destroy everything that gets in my way.

Then the next moment she would do something nice and i had to like, aishhhhh nevermind ... then suddenly can't get angry anymore.

its having a balloon inside of you,then you started blowing it and keep blowing&blowing...till it gets super duper big and BANG, you burst it abruptly.

-_-

If this continues,i swear i will get internal injury and will die in the 七孔流血 mode.

now,there she is cooking macaroni for me in the kitchen and i instantly feels so bad for cursing her so much earlier making me look like the devil instead -_-.

Fine i will give her one of my newly brought ZA eyeshadow. FUH

Urm. . // 7:08:00 PM Photobucket

I ought to be saving up for either a 3DS or a itouch but i have been spending way too much on mischievous stuff.

Well actually i can do without the latter one,since i want it just for playing Megu kawaii pet which is sort of peabrain-ish.

& i think Mr ker is already sick of it, his Medusa must be dying of hunger now.

HAHAHA

So liting please lend me your spare itouch,

Else if the alien decided to come earlier and kill us all, i can't rest in peace cause i din't manage to fulfill something important in my life, which is... to play megu kawaii pet.

I want to name my pet as lipids.

HEEHEEHEE *dork face*

Ok lets move on to 3DS before i get egged.

Awwwww i really want one.. the only reason is because that i think they will stop producing DS games in another year or two thus... i need to buy the newer console :(.

Maybe i will get it next year ( provided that i am still alive)

I think by next year,there will be new colors and stuff...oh most importantly, the R4 chip.

Can't stand metallic looking color -_-. ewwwwww

._.

suddenly my brain starts malfunctioning.

I think i need glucose, baibai

meow . // 12:55:00 PM Photobucket

Why do cats rub up against your legs?
Cats rub up against you leg to make you smell like a cat. The more you smell like them the more they like being around you. Also, she is letting other cats know that you are her own special friend.

YAY, i am Mr. Garfield's special friend. meow meow

but she abandon me yesterday and ran after a male cat.

-_- got nan ren mei peng you!.

I solemnly swear that i am up to no good . Wednesday, May 18, 2011 // 6:57:00 PM Photobucket

Got a message about how watson is having this awesome member only sale thus i woke up early today and skipped happily into one of its outlet and jurong point.

I am sucha auntie, the word "sale" seems to make a mysteries force to take over my brain which also...well, led to a devastating impact on my wallet too.

Went inside and ok cheap cheap cheap grab grab grab excuse me let me through thank you *read description* Woooo wonderful! * throw into plastic bag* excuse me excuse me!!*mutter curses at those aunties* ahaa bio essence omg dark circle will be gone within 4 weeks?! *throw into plastic bag* oi where is canmake shading powder?! out of stock!! fml excuseeeee meeeeeee *consider consider* aiyah whatever man *throw everything into bag*

Lull the bag towards the cashier and total : $123.65.

Oh money money spread out your wings and fly away~woooosh~

....

Please, don't attempt to stop me. Just let me die.

Whatever happen to those vows i make 18 days ago about saving up and kicking this bad habit of overspending.

Fat hamster number 2 :

So hi mama, how did you feel about blindly spending so much within 30minutes?

Me:

firstly, i feel like to kill myself and miserable as i will be joining you into eating vegetables until the end of the may and also...i do feel regretful.

Fat hamster number 2:

Oh mama why mama did you feel regretful yo?.

Me:

CAUSE I FORGET TO BUY THE BUBBLE FOOT SPA,CANMAKE EYEBROW PENCIL ...OH AND THE ZA TRUE WHITE FACE BRIGHTENER :(

Fat hamster number 2:

fuck you,you don't feel sorry at all!.

So ughhh well........ sigh i really want that bubble foot massage thingy, soaking my feet into warm waters and those bubbles~ awwwww

I gonna pin that receipt to my notice board so i will see it everyday and feel bad about my impulsive spending act today.

:(.

btw am googling about hanging yourself for a nice picture (like the above)& i came across this.

HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA.

i am practically hugging my stomach and howling in laughers.

to the extent whereby my mum came into my room to see what had driven her daughter mad.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

sorry i really can't stop laughing, my stomach hurts my jaw is aching but HAHAHAHHAHAHA

help..me do..it ..a correct way...

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

HAHAHAHA, someone save me i am dying. seriously

Ok * coughs*

I am sorry i know i should to be nicer to someone who is about to give up on his life but this is simply too funny. ok boy, don't kill yourself man you get to see aliens coming down to Earth in their aircraft in 2012!. that's only like less that 8 months away

Hang on!.

Really!

Getting killed by laser gun is so much better than gasping for oxygen in mid-air!.

The above is just joking but well, when you are brave enough to face death. Why not use this courage to solve all those problems you're facing right? i read this off somewhere and find it quite true,ermmmm.

adas, dinner time!. nom nom

我最親愛的 . // 4:59:00 PM Photobucket

依然亲爱的我没让你失望

经过那段遗憾

请你放心我变得更加坚强

关系虽然不再一样

关心却怎么能说断就断

listen to this.

:C. . Tuesday, May 17, 2011 // 3:28:00 AM Photobucket

Looking at my past photo.

I must say i am quite depressed.

Why did my complexion go from awwww to owwww?!!!!!

;_;

I hate all those pimple scars.

& the vitamin E i been swallowing aint helping at all!.

Gonna head off to the nearest supermarket and buy myself ermmmmmm

Aloe vera + oranges for Aloe vera juice

Potatos and cucumbers for Eye mask

Or maybe i should just go steal my neighbour's aloe vera ?

HAHAHA

-evil-

Okie dokie now that i am all well fed and watered, heading off to bed~

So sleepy *rub eyes*

Shall put my harry potter aside tonight.

Geesh i dreamt about eating all flavor beans with fred and george weasley on the train then suddenly a chocolate frog jumps out from its box & it avada kerada me. woke up feeling shitty and saw my mum acting all fishy in front of my make up table. -_-

Ok..good night..........

what shall i do for this self declare holiday? . Saturday, May 14, 2011 // 5:05:00 AM Photobucket

BOOKS.

just spent hours downloading lot of them.

I am so sorry authors *bows deeply* but my wallet is empty and i am eco-friendly!.

Even learnt about sustainable living in class today muaha

ermmmmmmm lets see what i have got,

Harry Potter ,Lord Of The Ring, Pride And Prejudice, And Then There Were None, Lolita, The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo,The Hunger Games.

oh wait let me smack that mosquito dead.

Now i realize that my ~~mosquite net~~ bed canopy serves more than just being a decoration & protection from floating beings without legs.

Oh, and a whole set of Lemony Snicket's unfortunate events series.

Cause i been feeling miserable lately.

oh sigh.

Everyone is leaving,everyone is leaving but well who doesn't?.

Its fine, Words and furry balls will keep me company for now.

nanana . // 1:20:00 AM Photobucket

Kewwwww sentimenal circus ♥ &hearts;

My desktop is so cute.

Btw blogger you this seaweed go and see lion shark!. Thanks for deleting my posts ah >:B

(the above is the siren's profanity)

moving on to harry potter and the prisoner thingy!.

Seriously the movie is kinda...... ugh, i should turn to the books instead.

Yes i should.

GOODBYE!

Harry potter & the chamber of secrets did this to me. . Thursday, May 12, 2011 // 9:17:00 PM Photobucket

I am drooling in my sleep for like, 1/4 of the movie.

*wipe table clean*

But thankyou potter i feel so refresh now HAHA.

-beams-

& i googled the weirdest thing like... is it normal to drool in your sleep?. and ughh also is it normal to be afraid of apple crunching sound??.

and the results are,oh its perfectly normal if you're a mouth breather *raise hand up* ......and as for the apple part..... i am just glad that i found someone who had exactly the same problem as me. Hiiiiii friend from N miles alway!, you share my pain TvT.

oh ya, forget to google on why am i a mouth breather. shall do it later dadada

Time for supper and then harry potter....... er wait, what is harry and ron talking about!?.

Aint they fleeing from the giant spiders???

Ahhhhhhfug time to rewindddddd.

I must complete watching harry potter 1-6 out of my love for the weasley family.

ron & the twins are my favourite!.

esp ron!, he is so cute i wanna poke him heeheehee and throw spiders on him just to see him squeal in fright -mean-

极乐 . // 1:45:00 PM Photobucket

天地难长久 长久都有个尽头

很多事说不出口 都有理由

残叶伴雪水自流 眼泪却不流

春蚕夏蝉雁过秋 酒尽眼泪流

你若无情我便休

往事如昨易白头

把酒吟诗百首度春秋

虽然是首三级片的主题歌...(汗)...我还是喜欢啦

sentimental circus . // 2:08:00 AM Photobucket

I stood there in a corner of a bookstore for 30minutes staring at Sentimental Circus merchanise.

Look at them!!,don't they make you feel lonely and sad?....awwwwww i wanna hug them and give them love♥

:B......

I MUST GET ONE SOMEDAY... WHEN MY WALLET IS FEELING BETTER.

*breakdown and cry*

i want that shappo doll i want that shappo pouch i want that shappo stickers i want that shappo notebook AHHHHHHH T^T T^T T^T

i officially rank shappo at my labu labu no.2!.

Gloomy chan will obviously be my love forever~

sorry domokun :(.

*kicks down*

HAHAHA.

ohno what if my huge domokun come and kill me later when i enter dreamland and fly around with shappo,mouton,kuro,toto & rio?.

. Thursday, May 5, 2011 // 2:00:00 AM Photobucket

I don't want any thing to change.

\'o`/ . Wednesday, May 4, 2011 // 11:33:00 PM Photobucket

The circled in red area on my calender is making me feel so

No work no rice to eat ah!!!!

what am i gonna do for next month what am i gonna do for next month what am i gonna do for next month what am i gonna do for next month what am i gonna do for next month what am i gonna do for next month what am i gonna do for next month what am i gonna do for next month ?

T^T

But duh nevermind,

今朝有酒今朝醉

TAOBAO BB MUMMY IS COMING

<- happy lil ninja turtle

painkiller teehee . // 1:34:00 AM Photobucket

Thinking of you and your dork moments make rainbow appears even in my gloomiest day.

I want to give you chocolates so badly~~♫

& also you too!.

lalalalala~

Behaved like some over-active monkey in class today cause i am totally thrill over those smiley faces i received. Even tiniest things can make me happy, i am hopeless -_-

&I kept on insisting that Fiona and Rapunzel are one of the seven Disney princesses LOL.

Its like so why not when even Mulan can be one of those seven Disney princesses!.

Except for that lil breakdown in the morning, i am perfectly happy today~

Cause today will be the last day i am packing food to school.

Goodbye to days of being penniless, eating only plain beehoon, maggies and bread. goodbye!

Today is my paydayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy♥

& sherranamushroomhead came to find me after work today.

Finally get to chew on some meat. Oh kfc i love you oh fried chicken i miss you nomnom

Ok i sound really very pathetic now.

But you will never understand!!. the days when i can only eat plain beehoon without any liao(extra ingredient)!

sigh still managing my schedule and trying to fit in as much workday as i can.

我要在九月前赚多一点钱!!!.

. Tuesday, May 3, 2011 // 12:35:00 PM Photobucket

When i am already in doubts, I really don't need you to confirm it for me.

I know perfectly well that i look extremely ugly in centre-parting cause there will be no hair to cover 1/3 of my hideous face but you really don't need to tell me that with a gross out expression.

Yes, i am fucking ugly. My face is round& fat,even my cheeks is unbalance. i got such puny eyes, buck out crooked set of teeth and the amount of my hair is so pathetic, putting them together i am such a monster who is pathetically useless and had no skill i can be proud of. and oh, i speak such lousy English that drive people mad.

I perfectly aware of how my reflection in the mirror looks like so please, i do not dare to wish for any words of encouragement from your mouth but just spare me from those gentle reminders of yours.

Be it out of good will or just a old habit you can't kick,

I am getting mentally fucked by them.

I spent yesterday night tossing around on my bed, unable to sleep cause i just can't stop thinking about how fucking ugly i am.

Enough?.

. Monday, May 2, 2011 // 2:50:00 AM Photobucket

Make a utter fool out of myself today & i can't face the embarrassment thus i am in the :

OH UFO WHY NOT YOU JUST LAND AND CRUSH ME TO DEATH RIGHT NOW MOOD.

shall retreat back into my corner and continue to grief

Ohsighsighsigh . Sunday, May 1, 2011 // 2:46:00 AM Photobucket

Love is so blind.

I am really ditching all my wedges this time!.

well but i am planning to order another 2-3 pairs of them online next week:(

& my dad will probably run after me with a chopper

He is forever grumbling about me trying to open a shoe shop in his house humph

exaggerating like always, most of them are old out-of-shape shoes!.

& my mum is the murderer, she is trying to make dusty flavored kimchi out of my shoes...stuffing them like -_-

Ok i should stop complaining.

Currently googling on how to reduce height and look shorter,

The results are so... i am not gonna do them bleahs !.

The reason to why i am googling that is because i had a nightmare yesterday :(.

Dreamt of my crush and he is smiling, awww those dimples and looking extraordinary dashing with all his hair combed back. We're happily eating fried chicken wings together,cuddling on a sofa looking all lovely dovey together until we decided to go watch Pirate Of Caribbean together..... ,oh that fateful moment... when we stood up, he ditched me cause i am far too tall for him.

......the end

Firstly, this is so depressing and secondly, why must the other things be so unromantical?!. Pirate Of Caribbean & fried chicken wings?!. are you kidding me??!!!.

8^8

I curse myself for wanting to grow taller when i am young, thank goddness i din't grow to my ideal height of 167cm. geesh

Am down with a really bad flu now and i some sort of fainted on my bed just now.

I really do know how to choose a location to faint. HAHA

Well if you can just black out within 5 seconds its either fainting or its just that i am extremely tired and sleepy right?.

Uhh ummmm from my past experience of watching TV dramas, fainting can gain more sympathy.....

Then maybe my crush will think... oh huishan you poor girl, let me take care of you from now onwards oh kyaa~ i like that !

Thus after much consideration i chooses fainting!.

& i woke up 45minutes later and realize today is Saturday so i crawled towards the kitchen to get my pearl powder mask & then i fainted again on my bed with my mask on.

HAHAHHA,

I am so determinate when it come to skincare.

Off to on a recovery sleep!

Goodnight people