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:C . Friday, April 29, 2011 // 11:57:00 PM Photobucket

Had the impulse to ran away from my workplace and appear in my dearest unluckiest friend's shop with tears rolling down my cheek but it will be embarrassing cause his friend will see me in a extremely horrible state so bahs.

T^T T^T T^T T^T.
I am going mad already

But no i am not gonna quit!. I am going to prove to them i am not that lousy!!
I am not leaving with them thinking that i am a airhead!!!.

:(:(:(:(:(:(.

& i am getting so depressed.
The days i can work for the next month is so limited thanks to school & thus my pay won't be able to cover off for my june's expenses.

For the very basic...

$45 for train concession , $50 x 4 for carbohydrates every week,$12 for my hamster's nomnom.
So erm let me go borrow the calculator from my bro...

FUG, i still need another $130 more.
*bang desk*

& ohman,i can't believe i am doing math. you had no idea how much i loathed math, it kills off billion of my brain cells instantly and turn my skull into an instrument that can produce sound.


so...Should i return to my old working place?.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

ok i shall calm down and go find a another job that won't give me mental break down.
Far east far east far east far east far east plazaaaaa~ teehee

I will appear with a butcher knife and force them to hire me!!!.
HAHAHAHAA

-mad-


. Thursday, April 28, 2011 // 10:42:00 PM Photobucket


i can't get over flaunting my new superhero nails.
painstaking efforts has been put in to paint them ok!.

I ended up with nail polish everywhereeeee~ on my table on my arms on my kneecap on my face.

LOL.

& oh man, how can i forget about spiderman fuhhhh

Off to tamper my foots with some milky spa~
Zai jian.


Well.....hi . Wednesday, April 27, 2011 // 4:06:00 AM Photobucket

Sort of just rolled down a mountain & back from my zen meditation,
Ahhh sometimes people need some solitude and also the feeling of being far far away from this world~

Gsh,i need some fresh, unpolluted oxygen
:C

As for the impromptu appearance of " Sorry this blog is unavaible bibabibabibiba" which led to arousal of questions... no i din't get emo and try to slit my wrist, wo heng pa tong de ok?.

I just got hot and bothered when strangers started acting saint and try to be your parent,& oh they like to say things that make you feel like a alien. Yep yep you don't mind but i mind alright?.

Please eat your own opinion as supper instead of throwing them at me.
*stick tongue out childishly*

I rollz muh eyezxzzzzzz

& OI, what's wrong with this ugly preview photo of my video.
(*&^%$#@&^%$#@&^%$#@!^%$#@&^%$#@

Thus i sorta did this expression while looking ugly in my plain makeupless face and PJ, then decided take a short vacation off and byebye bloggie.

*stick tongue out childishly*

HAHA, but i like to rant too much. oh bloggie i can't bear to part with you for so long~
Another reason is because i can't stay :C for too long.

........sigh

actually i would like to explain the eye rolling in dee video but for good karma sake, i shall not ruin my effort in trying to be a better humanana and be nice to that foul rat.

opps i did it again heehee.

Alright, off to read some school life puppy love novel, sighhhhhh~
Good to see you again & goodnight.


-_- . Sunday, April 24, 2011 // 6:43:00 PM Photobucket

Been slogging ever since i woke up 2 hours ago.
Cleaned the hamster cage, bathed them, scrubbed all those dishes clean and vaccum the whole house.

Dang larrylow how dare you throw all your chores to me and run out of the house!!!!!
Plus at least rinse those half-boil egg off the bowl cause they stink now ^%$#@#$%^&^Y%$#@


. // 12:35:00 AM Photobucket

SHIAT,
Just remember that my dad finally get to get a long break off work and will be going off for a vacation tomorrow.

*&^%$#@!*&^%$#@!
Fine i shall be nice and not ruin his happy holiday mood

Off to destroy that threatening angry looking like note,

.....

Here's the plan,
tomorrow afternoon after my dad has gone out of the house whistling,then...i shall put one of my chewy junior creamy puff on the kitchen table as bait and spy with my eagle eyes. When my brother eat it i will jump out and says, "ORHHOR!,you eat my one and only chocolate oreo crunch creamy puff! now go lift up that cursed table up like a superman and throw it back into the living room. "

Teeheeheeheeheehee
Actually that cream puff is meant for him anyway~ laoniang don't like chocolate minda~

Three days later...
When my dad is back.

Hi dad at least i give you three days of happiness, be grateful *amen*

Meanwhile, more masking tape to secure those drawers. It gonna be a hard battle :(.

&ohman, can't believe i can write so much about a dang cursed table.
I really live up to my reputation of being a 长气娃娃.


-_-+ . Saturday, April 23, 2011 // 11:57:00 PM Photobucket

Came home and found that cursed table back in my room again.
FUCK MAN.

i told them to move it out of my room this morning before i went to work and sat there on the sofa staring at them with my bulbasaur eyes until that table is back to its original position in the living room.

Then,
What.

they move it back when i am gone and even rearrange all the furniture so that it will fit.

DO I LOOK LIKE A BLINDED DONKEY WHO HATE APPLE TO THEM?.
THEY THINK I WOULDN'T NOTICE IT WHEN SUCHA HUGE FREAKISH TABLE APPEAR IN MY ROOM?.

no wonder my dad stuffed me chingching today.
There is a ulterior motive behind it!!!

See, humans who existed for at least half a century are cunning.
They give you some sweets first before stealing your bear so when you find out that your bear is gone, you will not kick down their door and start screaming on account of the sweet.

Thus i swallowed my anger and kicked my sofa out of fury and now i am stuck here venting all my anger ranting because my foot is in pain.

*roll around the room holding to my left foot with a -i am dying from pain- expression*

Then spent too much time raging around the house and trying to drag that cursed table out of my room thus its already past midnight and i am too afraid to hop down to feed garfield cat!!, I AM ANGRY.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
FUMEEEEEEEEEEE

raging around my house again.
From today onwards, i will work hard to train my biceps. Then i will lift that cursed table up with my both hands like a superman and throw it out of my window (teehee just joking huishan is a nice civilian)

Dingdongding,
I know you're curious why i hate that table so much right?
Yes i know you are.

Its because, once upon a time. A poor little girl got tricked by her elder wicked brother into reading a horror story book, its a story of how a man got possessed by a antique wooden table with a lot of hands coming out from its drawer. Every night the man will unknowingly sit in front of the table and start crying while hands will come out from the drawer and pat him. Even dough its comforting the man its not still a nice table fyi and finally....one day, the hands started dragging the man inside its drawer and sayonara goodnight des.

Ok, now...thinking of it the story sounds lame but i am so young at the time!.
So that table in my room is like so...exactly the same as what the story describe it to be!.

Wooden ✓
Antique ✓
Drawers ✓
look scary? ✓ ✓ ✓ ✓ ✓ ✓ ✓ ✓ ✓ ✓

-_-.
In desperate, i wrote a three chinese letter "搬出去!" on a note trying to make it look as threatening as possible and slam it on the kitchen table.

Tomorrow i gonna give them a long lecture -_-.
Firstly, get that table out and secondly, stop hiding my leopard slippers you think hide and seek very fun har!.

off to tape those drawers with masking tape and then supper
EFT.

if those hands dare to come out later i will kill them off with my high pitch scream attack.
Sound wave is also dangerous k, watch naruto and you'll know.

BYE


久仰久仰～ . Thursday, April 21, 2011 // 3:39:00 AM Photobucket


哈哈，有没有人记得这部戏啊？。
超老的剧了但好怀念啊～
对啦就是闷得发慌了所以在下正在重看中

超多俺喜欢的明星们吖～♥

还是粤语版好听， 国语版的简直是在杀我的耳朵。
刺耳死了 -_-

最近好像迷上古代戏了，
在下也正在追看美人心计。

............
尔..............

陷入脑袋空白状态
奴家先行告退了～

*小步后退离去～*


. Tuesday, April 19, 2011 // 12:31:00 AM Photobucket

Came house happily with raisin loaf thinking about how happy my baby will be but found it lying motionlessly in its usual favorite spot, bleeding.

Non stop bleeding from its mouth.
To a extent whereby its suffocating.

Did everything i can, hugged it with my hand, had a tissue soaked with my baby's blood in another,repeating "baby please don't go" like a broken radio.

Still, I can still feel it turning cold.
& i waited,trying to feel a heartbeat or maybe just a little movement.

Throughout, i dint shed a single tear at all.

I bathed, ate my supper, watched one piece episode 2 then when its time for me to feed my fat bbies,

I looked at the empty cage,
the cold hard fact is finally kicking in and grief is devouring my mind.
Then tears started falling.

Baby, why did you had to go?
Everything was fine for the past few days & you ate like a glutton,
gulping down all those sunflower seeds i peeled for you in lightning speed.

& i brought your favorite snack home today,
Why din't you stay to munch on it greedily again?.

I am missing you already.


吃屎！ . Monday, April 18, 2011 // 3:46:00 PM Photobucket


Am so bore till i am camwhoring but pretending i am not. HAHA

& ohman,
I want that galaxy wedges.

SO AWESOMEZX


Honestly, This suck. . // 11:12:00 AM Photobucket

Here i am sitting in the class again.
No word can be used to describe how i felt when i step into my class today

All i can say is...
I will try to refrain myself from downing the rat poison and eliminate any of those extremely dangerous thoughts from my mind.

Life is too precious and i refuse to start drifting around in mid air before i get to see the aliens and their spacecraft.

Here i am, i guess i don't fit well in this world.
I mean, i look so out of place man, felt like i have got some supernatural power.

The ability to be invisible

Ok well...i will just fool myself into thinking that i am just too intimidating.

*coughs*

Saw a revolting human face today and yuck, disgusting fag.
Why wanna send someone to ambush me again?. you suck and stop lurking around my blog.

lalala just making sure.

waiting for my crush to be online so i can finally feel the happiness of being alive.
My surrounding is so... hellishly ...boring?.

Ohya,
I need to exercise more.

The walk from mrt to school has left me grasping for air, oh man my body is so old.


I can't think of any appropriated title for this post. . Sunday, April 17, 2011 // 12:47:00 AM Photobucket

clicked on my site meter just now and i must say i am quite amaze.
I mean ...my posts are so duh recently...let me recall...

Food... Chinese words... more chinese words.
Reading them must has sort of felt like eating rice with soy sauce.

.......Thankyou so much sobsobsob *90degree bow*

& here is the main objective of the post, andyker you suck!.
Pay me back for depriving me from a joyous day by the pool, splashing water, and enjoying all those rides with my dearest friends. Do you had any idea of how much i look forward to that U-shape ride?!. hur hur!

*ahem*

I want a black harem pant and that 4golden buckle boots! Thankyou!!.
HAHAHA

and oh mio dio, its the 17th already.
Panadols and a glass of water please, headaches are kicking in.

Oh lord, please let someone take over my shift on Monday already.
I will do more deed of kindness and give up my seat ...even to the aunties cause i want to catwalk into my class on the first day of school LOL.

normally i will only offer seats to the elderlies cause those auntie piss me off.
Elbow me lah hur you think the mrt station is the a wrestling ring?!. Even those wrestler don't use umbrella and groceries as their weapon ok!

Eft pft ok i will make some changes to my vow, i will give up my seat to those aunties who aint kiasu and won't elbow you just to get into the train first.

oh...do anyone know how to get rid of ants?.
I seriously hate them, cockroaches suddenly look so cute to me. But will i will kill them

i tried drawing a big circles with chalk, sprinkled peppers all around my room and all sort of rubbish i googled online. None of them work man, the almighty species of ants are residing in my home.


Today is such a gloomy day . Saturday, April 16, 2011 // 6:52:00 PM Photobucket

& my day get even gloomier when the rains fall.
Oh god. As much as i like the sound& smell of the rain, i suddenly miss the sunshine.

So woke up, laze around on my bed for a couple of minutes planning on what i should do on this boring Saturday.

Sigh i should have help my desperate colleague and take over her shift.
Helping people and earning extra money for my shopping addiction. Why not?

I myself is also desperate in trying to find someone to take over my monday's shift.
I need to go to school and sit there until i get at least a B for the daily grade -_-

Daddy just came in and spoke to me with a worried expression regarding my school fee,
feeling so guilty cause he had to pay this semester's school fee in full cash.

So sorry ;_;.

You know the difference between my dad and mum?.
My mum will act like some childish kid and do all sort of horrid things like stuffing your favorite bear in somewhere disgusting like erm, kitchen dusty cabinet and make you go crazy until she finally stop while my dad will curse behind your back and try to be reasonable in front of you .

See, woman are scarier. They kill your bears

Ok out of point so ermmm.
Spent this saturday bathing in a sea of dust and various other disgusting mirco stuff instead of splashing around in a pool .

*&^%$#@*&^%$#@!&^%$#@!

But since its raining today & i might get electrocuted while splashing around..... rawr

Moved furnitures around and rearranged all my comics to make up space for me to store my bags. Tried to find a pole for me to stick in my wardrobe so i get extra space for me to hang up my dresses but failed. Gave up and left all my garment lying there to form mountclotheverest2 and started on smashing food into pulp for my sick baby hamster.

Sigh that poor boy. getting skinner and skinner as days go by.
......

off to feed my love, goodbye
& fug, all those dust is making me sneeze.


. Friday, April 15, 2011 // 3:17:00 AM Photobucket

好喜欢下雨天， 尤其是当遇见肯关心你为你遮雨的人。
谢谢你喔老先生，谢谢你在看见我站在路边苦恼时问了我一句 ，“你要过马路啊？来我有雨伞，淋雨会生病的我带你过去。”

素不相识但仍然肯对你伸出援手的人又有几人？
那时的感动真的无法形容。

就只能不停的道谢，
还有在以后将这份感动带给他人。


. Thursday, April 14, 2011 // 12:33:00 AM Photobucket

遇到比你有钱的人 , 请不要自动的卑躬屈膝 , 除非......他有要把他的钱给你.........
而通常有钱人 , 并不会把钱送给随便就对他们卑躬屈膝的人 , 所以 , 何必呢 ?

喜欢蔡康永说过的这句话

还有
这世界上没人需要去忍受你的毒言蛇语，也不是每个人都爱听真心话。
作践他人若对你来说是种乐趣是种理所当然时 那你就是有病。




huishan is hungry and i hate andy . Wednesday, April 13, 2011 // 12:44:00 AM Photobucket






My current favourite color is affecting my taste for food~
The velvet cake look so yummeh.

Eh Andy ker lets go strictly pancake!


sigh . Tuesday, April 12, 2011 // 4:08:00 AM Photobucket

Am very in love with the color white recently but.....
Huishan is a messy alien-humanana

Went out with a sparkling clean white shirt and return with pen ink, chilli stains and all sort of unsightly stuff on it,i failed T^T.

Sigh
I am grate to have long hair to cover off all those embarrassing kiddish stain when i am outside just now.

Guess i should just stick with darker colors until i train myself to be tidy enough to not reinforce a sloppy form :(

sobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsob T^T

Looking so forward to this saturday~~~
lalalalalala ♥

Meanwhile I will continue to slog my life off working @ isetan wisma, standing there being a breathing statue while doing absolutely nothing, using very available opportunity to skive off at work and wait for the money to roll in at the end of the month ching ching $_$

School is starting and i need to find a easier job,
Don't have the face to take any more money from my parent.... sigh

Wo dui bu qi ni meng ah!!~


. Sunday, April 10, 2011 // 9:25:00 PM Photobucket

Its so fucking irritating asking your mum where in the fuck iss my color pencils and she replied you with," no i din't take them they're in your room" and then you fucking can't find them and had to go buy a new box.

Then years after you found like fucking hell at least 3 boxes of identical color pencil hidden in a box at the topmost corner of the stallroom.

Wow, how fun.

now i need to find my fucking paint brush and black paint but i had to like fcking open every box in the stallroom for them and along the way i found so many dang fucking things i tot i had lost and this make me so fucking angry.

And now the same thing is happening again, where is my paint? I don't know, then i went to buy new one and years later i will find the old paint somewhere in the house hidden.

knn


. // 2:14:00 AM Photobucket

So much to buy but so little to spare :(.
The saddest thing is that i only get my pay at the end of the month sobsob

Wedges,bagsss and pretty dresses.
Dumdum maybe the dresses can wait since i already gonna go show up at mrker's doorway with a huge luggage bag and then Dingdong~.

HeeHeeHeeHeeHee
*wiggle my eyebrows& rub hands together with a sly smile*

All those babies online,wait for mummy.
I gna bring your home soon~

Been busy working recently, standing whole day long.
My legs are getting numb and i need some fishy nimbling session teehee

But it feel good, feeding yourself with your own hands.
Goodnight~

Can't believe i caught a flu just 5minutes before i decide to go to sleep -_-.

.........sigh,
Maybe i should just go and get myself tanned..............................

& Where is liting!, don't go dinosaur(extinct HAHA) on me!! lets go jia peng after next tuesday~


Chuchu . Friday, April 8, 2011 // 12:36:00 AM Photobucket


♥
I love my children~

Told my brother about me having to go back for another semester :(.
& i am hoping that he would do the sai kang of telling my mum so i won't have to face the music

T^T.


^^ . Thursday, April 7, 2011 // 11:51:00 PM Photobucket


Hatto, Went to visit andyker @ his workplace today.
That ungrateful chad don't even want to accompany to go eat dinner after that!!

RAWR.
but in the end i still pulled him into kfc for some fried chicken yumz.

Sigh he is going into army soon :(.
No more late night chatting and i guess i need to think of a way on how to let him sneak spf 50 sunbock lotion inside in prevention of him becoming a piece of charcoal HAHA.

Before that i went to tanjong pagar with dionne to look for a job @ a cafe but both of us walked milessssss ( Haha exaggerating) while wearing wedges but still...we are unable to locate that place.

Fml. Next time i guess, with a map on our hands.

& i hope that shop in far east will hire me cause my current workplace is so pyscho and unreasonable.

Fancy calling me @ 1pm this afternoon and talk to me in such a demanding tone telling me she has changed schedule and ask me to go work at isetan instead.

Then that bitch stated that "they have the right to do so".
No you don't its not even stated in my contract!

-_-+

I fumeeeeee!.
*&^%$#@!&^%$#@!&^%$#@!

Going off to bed early cause i had to go work tomorrow -_-!!!.
Walaueh.


Aigoo!!~ . Wednesday, April 6, 2011 // 11:20:00 PM Photobucket

Nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom

PEDOBEAR HAMSTER POSE. HAHHA TOO CUTE

Omg, Look at those beady eyes and cute red nose.
Can anyone tell me where you can find a golden hamsters??

:(


. // 7:36:00 PM Photobucket

Alright, I am very angry with my mum this morning.
& i am determine to Pft her for at least 3 days

But why am i so useless
My heart turn soft like pudding piongpiong when she cooked curry just now and then started coughing, look quite ill.

School will be starting and i had to go back to attend 2 of my most hated module.
I suck ,its all my fault for being a lousy student thus i am unable to blame anyone T^T

Please... please let there be cute looking ones in the class,
I need motivation neh


. // 2:42:00 AM Photobucket

Hello,
Saw Mr.garfield cat on the way home from work today.

Its sleeping on the stone bench.

I went to sit beside it and had a long chat with it.
Ok, its not long cause its already 12am and i am afraid to stay outside in the dark for too long.

Am glad to know that there are still kind humans in the world,
Someone been feeding Mr.garfield cat too heehee

But cat can't eat rice.......

I think Mr.garfield cat is pregnant :l.
Haha its a female duh, but it look and behave so much like garfield so....lalala~

Sigh.. How i wish i can bring on of its baby back home.


. Tuesday, April 5, 2011 // 3:32:00 AM Photobucket

好绝望
刚上网搜寻了一下，小的们生病了

Tumor & abscesses

我真的真的好喜欢他们。
每晚习惯性的把他们抱在手上对着他们说话，
“宝贝 你肥了喔，胆固醇过高了去减肥！” ， “儿子阿 老妈被人欺负了～;_;”， “去去 跑一圈才给饭！太肥了啦”

这是我最常说的。
你们觉得我疯了吧 ，没有。

因为我知道他们是有在听的，只是偶尔就爱咬我吃人肉

我想，在他人眼里他们不过就是只老鼠。
但对我而言们他们就是我的家人啊

世界末日时要逃 我也会带他们走的
真的我发誓

对不起宝贝
现在的我无能治好你，但我会好好照顾你。
若你真病入膏肓，冷了我抱你饿了我喂你。
管他是神是佛，谁也带不走你。

为什麽我喜欢的都必须被拿走，为何就连这小小的快乐也舍不得留给我？。
我不想再度眼睁睁地看他们在我手中失去温度

我不要。


. Saturday, April 2, 2011 // 3:49:00 AM Photobucket

刚边啃着薯片边看完一部经典的动画《穿越时空的少女》

凉太的那句 ： “我在未来等你”
让我琢磨老半天 也让哭死了

能为喜欢的人默默的做件事也未何尝不是件幸福？


;_; . // 12:18:00 AM Photobucket

Started off the day in a super lousy way today.
The people from my workplace ringed me up at 11am and asked me where i am and i told them in a very sleepy tone that i am still on my bed.

and then she say, "Shouldn't you be working today!?. you're on A shift at bugis".

...i wanted to commit suicide!!.
how dumb can i be, i am totally unaware of that i'll be working today!! ;_;

& i had to go to work at my old shop at 5pm today

so its like,.................. *pull hair*
Juggling between two jobs make my hair drops. HAHA

Then the manager called and asked me to go to work ... and when i muttered a, "but i can't today....."

He said, " What?" in a very serious and you-want-me-to-kill-you? kinda tone.
Normally he is all friendly and nice so its kind scary T^T

so i had to say i be going now and went on to call dionne to replace me.
She still thought its some april fool joke.

LOLOLOLOL.
No huishan don't wake up so early to prank someone!.

but thanks so much man else i will be soooooooooo dead.
Else the mum confirm will call me and nagged me until both of my ears rot and drop off.

and i went off to work in fear of getting terminated but phew... seems like it is not gonna happen and they ain't that harsh on me cept for a few chiding.

Thankyou aliens, i know you still love me. muack

ohhhhh i think i am getting a stable income.
I think i can afford to feed a guinea pig now heehee

But being such a roadtard, i wonder when i am gonna be able to find my way to spca to save the guinea pigs there. I hate it when they put the animal to sleep. Frawrrrr!~

lalala i already found a huge red box as its home!.
so excited.

I think i will bring it home on my dad's birthday.
Here's the plan :

Step1) I will buy daddy a birthday present and this will immediately make him very happy :D

Step2)Then i will bring the guinea pig home and say that i found it outside in the rain, all dretched and starving. its only humane for me to nurse it back to health

Step3) The kizuna between me and it is unbreakable, i love him/her and will never part will him/her!!! If you insist on sending it out i will Li jia chu zhou!!

but if they are really that stone hearted... i will scream, " Ni meng bu shi ren!!" and slam my room door shut, lock it and ignore them. LOL

Well i already had 3 generation of hamsters and with 8 babies in my room right now so having one more guinea pig doesn't make any difference right?.

lalala

so hungry i shall go to cook supper now :d


. Friday, April 1, 2011 // 4:10:00 AM Photobucket

I had a very bad dream yesterday.
Its about me seeing 'something' when i am bathing

The little girl with short black bob hair and very pale white skin. She just suddenly appeared beside me when i am looking at myself in the mirror. I blinked several times in hope that she is just a illusion but every time i opened my eyes, she is still there... staring at me emotionlessly.

I wanted to run but she is blocking the doorway and i am too afraid to move. But when she started to move towards me i dashed pass her and kneel outside in the kitchen crying loudly until my brother came and when i look behind me, she disappeared.

It is so realistic, i would have believe everything is real if i din't wake up sweaty within the protection of my mosquito net (Lol).

& the bad thing is being such a hygiene freak, i visit the bathroom a lot.
And whenever i step into the bathroom i would be reminded of her.

freakish.

and here i am, wanting to brush my teeth so dang badly but i had to wait till 5:30 when my dad wake up then i can go to the bathroom without feeling scared ):.

I would rather see a zombie then those things.
Well at least zombie will only hurt you physically but those things will kill you mentally until you go crazy. Plus, you can slash and hack a zombie with a axe hawhaw.