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i am possessed by bon chan~~~ . Thursday, July 5, 2012 // 3:35:00 AM Photobucket




HAHAHAHHAHAAAA,
if you're reading the one piece manga in Chinese you should know who i am imitating,. heeheehee
& when i am reading them myself i am using the ultra cheena tone LOLLLL.

嗯~~~ 奴家我也别亦无奈的吗~~ 谁叫奴家我是如此深爱着馮·克雷大人的呢~~~
馮酱你一定要好好的活着出现吖~~~ 奴家等你啊~~ 奴家对你的爱无限~~

路飞别嫉妒啊 奴家对你的爱可已达超越地球冲到外太空去啦~~~ 最爱最爱你啦~~

LOL.
alright i should stop and type something that is understandable by the Earthlings.
keke

Alright, one of da shop i am working in closed down .
Actually i am only affected by one thing for i rarely work there..... the sofa is gone T-T,
oh you had no idea how much i love the sofa.

Thus decided to pose for some photos in the shop before its gone.
&well because i am in the haggard mode that day...oh meah . not gonna post all of them.

kan kan wo mei li de tong shi meng jiu hao le bei~
LOL






BYEEEE,
still needa go dental early in the morning tomorrow kaopei i want to sleeppppppppppppppppp.


Hello 好久不见 . Thursday, September 8, 2011 // 9:42:00 PM Photobucket

Apparently i been too lazy to come here and type something.
hahaha
So much has happened in my life.
Firstly, my best friend is now a army boy.
Sigh please survive~
and then i found back my best friend
well i miss her.
oh i got two new babies,
I adopted them from a arse.
I consider anyone who keep the babies and abandon the mummy as an arse.
Two golden hammie to be exact, they're hugeeee
hahaha i love them so much even dough they escape their cage every time -_-
Ok, i look like i am trying to strangle them but i am not!.
HAHAA
uhhum time to think about my future :(


. Saturday, September 3, 2011 // 6:17:00 AM Photobucket

自私自利 二十年前不曾为我想过 二十年后的今天也依然没有

为什麽一定要等到我发疯发狂时你才会害怕
是不是你知道我不怕死阿
是不是你怕我的说到做到

为什麽你总不为我想啊
为什麽我活了二十年也未曾你口中听到你问我到底喜欢什麽

我喜欢的
你都讨厌
都瞧不起

算了吧 说了问了还不是废话

你忘了为什麽我不可能说出内心话了吗?
一切是你逼得。
一切都是

从来你就没听进过一句,
从来就是你把你说想的套在我身上。

而真话就只会引来质疑与伤痕

凭什么,在你现在想听是我就得讲?

在我最伤心最彷徨时你就只会撒盐

你知道我当时在过着怎样的日子吗?

凭什么,现在想关心就得接受你的关心

一切,凭什么。

若一切都能洗白重新那我人生是第一大笑话。

你说我任性也罢 但你要记住,一切的一切

也是你当年的任性造成的。


. Monday, August 15, 2011 // 3:55:00 AM Photobucket

i hate it when humans are so narrow minded and can't accept any other things they don't like.
So what even if i wear Dracula outfit out, its my figging business so shut your crap and scam back to the moon.

PFT.



. Friday, August 12, 2011 // 1:59:00 AM Photobucket

傳聞說你正與她吵架不見面了
傳聞說你仍留下共她所有合照
上分鐘 上一秒 你說心不再困擾
下分鐘 下一秒 你眼睛通紅似發燒

為何每個禮拜消遣都早約定了
誰人個唱那裡自助餐都已訂票
是開始 又不對 對你所知道太少
是知己 亦不對 你太好的人緣 知己哪會缺少

如果你習慣 有備無患 只怕獨個晚餐
才想到讓我借用時間 借用完沒法還
如果破掉燈泡借燭光用一晚 是你是你大貪
大貪得竟攪錯我是哪種人 接吻就能合眼

明明每次你說她喜歡加上盛讚
明明每次留神望電話都看十眼
是專心 又不對 你眼光總愛轉彎
是分心 亦不對 變了這種閒人 比不去愛更慘

如果你習慣 有備無患 只怕獨個晚餐
才想到讓我借用時間 借用完沒法還
如果破掉燈泡借燭光用一晚 是你是你大貪
大貪得竟攪錯我是哪種人

如果你習慣 有備無患 只怕獨個晚餐
才想到讓我借用時間 借用完沒法還
如果破掉燈泡借燭光用一晚 是你是你大貪
大貪得竟攪錯我是哪種人 接吻就能合眼
有雨沒提著傘


cause some evil concubine mocked my previous post and make me feel ashamed thus i shall push it down with a lot of cutsy photo of miao & woof. . Thursday, August 11, 2011 // 6:40:00 PM Photobucket














Things i want to do right now:

1) lurk behind a pillar
2) Wait for the perfect time
3) Dash out toward target avoiding obstacles like a ninja
4) Seize collar of target and scream SO YOU LIKE MEH NORT OI *shakes*.

HAHAHHA

btw i had a nightmare recently, its so scary T-T.
Babies are cute but i hate baby who attempt to kill my whole family.

omggggggggg
I woke up in fright and when i fall asleep again, the demon baby is still there.
and its growing rapidly and crawling onto my bed....

*scratch walls AHHHH*


酒尽泪流 . Tuesday, August 9, 2011 // 11:07:00 PM Photobucket




下句即是 若君無意我不留

haha so messy but i love this~
Too bad my brush is missing, writing chinese letter with a toothpick is ....

by the way my classmate saw me typing in Chinese and he asked me, "so you're trying to learn Chinese now?".

HAHAHA 你姑奶奶我中文本来就好 OK.

lalalalala


wah . // 10:18:00 PM Photobucket

wth.

Your son's leg is injured. MINE TOO OK?.
so he can't walk now i had to go and help him to clear all his rubbish?.

just because i don't like to scream pain doesn't mean i don't feel it.

Either hire a maid or fuck off.


.... . Monday, August 8, 2011 // 11:59:00 AM Photobucket

失望
整整三天 你才终于发现我受伤
停顿三秒 得到的就是无情

“去找朋友帮你揉揉因为你没家人帮”。

弄清了 你就是有病

人说血浓于水 亦不对 我俩无情可谈无亲可论



Aw . Saturday, August 6, 2011 // 3:05:00 AM Photobucket

AW my big bro is so nice,
Finally someone who shown true concern for my injury -_-.

He thought that i fell off a bike.
No bro no i fell down and that's it!.

The real cause of the injury is too embarrassing and unusual thus i decided not to breathe a word of it anymore.

How am i gonna explain to my mama and papa about this.
-_- argh.

Btw why everyoneeeeeeee think i am kidding when i told them about that incident. Angry man
Is it because i appear to be too nonchalant!?.

Gr i wouldn't disgrace the proud alien race by getting upset over small injury like this!!.
HAHAHHA but the pain is spreading like some virus i can't sleep now.

Oh hell.
Gonna work tomorrow too.

i wanna cry T^T

btw thanks for the ?????? cream bro!. :D
I shall pretend like i never see anything when you eat my nutella and milk bread!.


. Tuesday, August 2, 2011 // 2:57:00 AM Photobucket

是開始 又不對 對你所知道太少
是知己 亦不對 你太好的人緣 知己哪會缺少

如果你習慣 有備無患 只怕獨個晚餐
才想到讓我借用時間 借用完沒法還
如果破掉燈泡借燭光用一晚 是你是你大貪
大貪得竟攪錯我是哪種人 接吻就能合眼

是專心 又不對 你眼光總愛轉彎
是分心 亦不對 變了這種閒人 比不去愛更慘

Ha heart isnt make of glass, i will just take it as if i just got punched right in the chest. Its alright there will be bruises but hey its ok i am one strong girl it doesn't hurt at all. i got tiger balm medical plaster alrightz. :)


. // 12:13:00 AM Photobucket

There will always be someone who is prettier or uglier than you.
accept it and move on.

From now on i shall try to believe in and fall in love my own reflection.


dumdumdidum . Monday, August 1, 2011 // 2:24:00 PM Photobucket

Hey hello :).
I decided to escape from today's mind blasting problem and just come to blogger to vomit out nonsense.

*burrrrrrrrttttttrattttttt*

Well well well, numeracy is just not my cup of tea.
as a prove, my ring finger is shorter than my index finger.

So...... i been busy skipping happily and dreamily into the prelude to destruction and despair. I need to like, halt...before i like, plunge into hell.

:(

when did i get so sensitive and unsecured?.
Andyker you bad influence, by the way where did you disappeared to!?.

Btw i just realize that my bag has been getting heavier and heavier recently.
Containing all sort of rubbish. lots of tissues,hand sanitizer,hand cream and now i am trying to find a way to bring my toothbrush and toothpaste out.

Maybe i should find those travelling kit. HAHAHA

I despise


awkward man. . Sunday, July 31, 2011 // 11:41:00 PM Photobucket

During work,
When everyone is like everydayimshuffling~ i am like playing phoenix and shouting objections! in the shop.


There is something wrong with meh.




Things i want really badly now. . // 4:28:00 AM Photobucket

A rollercoaster ride
To blast a zombie's brain
Crucios on that psychopath
Grocery shopping
A hug
Harry potter 7........
See a alien
See a mermaid
See a yeti
See a eclipse
Go ikea
Owe a kitty
Adopt a guinea pig
To look cute
& nanananaana ♥


reflection journal for today . // 3:22:00 AM Photobucket

For today, i learnt that i should never pick up the phone in the morning cause i will mutter nonsense and answer everything when i am just awake and still sleepy,in fact i should set my phone to silent and also i should just be like a angry bird and scream out a dictionary worth of profanity in 8 languages at that psychopath who thinks that i owe him something or what.

OI.
i only rmb replying twice and then totally ignoring all this msgs after that and that is like ages ago.

When did i ever say we both could be together are you dreaming omg,why can't i ignore your msgs,why must i meet you and why did i stupidly reveal my location thus make me behave like a ninja for the whole day trying to look out for some crazyyy man.

WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVES THIS.
i can't even sleep in peace.

By right we're strangers ok stop pestering me i would rather die from the black plague than to see you & i am already taken, mentally that's it.i am a very devoted girl pft. amen

angry.

the most frustrating part is that i din't even scream a fuckk at him.
................................................

punchaholeinthewall


NANANA . Friday, July 29, 2011 // 12:46:00 PM Photobucket

Weird things you do when you're alone
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How have you change in the past two years
From dolores umbridge to severus snape ( dressing wise *cough cough*)

What kind of person attracts you
Forever sleepy and not awake.

What you wear to bed

I steal my big bro's tee. :-)

The person you like and why you like them
<span class=cause a giraffe's heart is 2 feet long and weighs about 25pounds.

Your opinion on cheating on people


Something you're currently worrying about

do you like me?.do you like me not?
*pluck flower petals*

Ah screw this i should just grab his collar and shake the answer out of him.

GR

Your last kiss

Don't. mention. it,
I actually kissed a ..... maggot
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You view on alcohol and drugs

Urban Dictionary:
1. Meh
Indifference; to be used when one simply does not care.

Things you want to say to an ex

I hope you get biten by billion of bullet ants first and then get shredded in a zillion pieces by the soldier ants.

.................................

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Something disgusting you do

I like to mix coke with garlic chilli plus some pepper and salt then in the mustard here you go, oh left over burger&fries!!! there there *toss in* HEY WILL ANYONE PASS ME THE MAYO?. ummmmmm that should be enough now now where the straw? * stir stir stir* ahhhhh care for a bite?.

:)

The best thing that happen to you this week

I see unicorn & the end of a rainbow.

3 things you're proud of about your personality

Righteous, protective & the ability to be invisible.
I am a superhero ~

Things that make you scared

ARGHHH STAY.AWAY.FROM.ME. +

Something that never fail to make you feel better


The last argument you had

STOP KICKING THAT BOX MY HAMSTERS RESIDE IN LIKE SOME RUBBISH BIN! & STOP LEAVING THEM OUTSIDE FOR THE BUGS TO FEAST ON THEIR BLOOD!!!

*RAMPAGE*

Something you can't seem to get over
Embarrassing myself again and again.
*cover face and roll off the bed*

10things about you people don't really expect

I HEADSHOT THE ZOMBIES.
I CAN KILLZ COCHROACHES
I CAN REALLY COOK
I CAN EAT MORE THAN YOU
I CAN SAY "SMOKED SALMON" PURRFECTLY.
I CAN...I....BRAINDEAD.

10ways to win your heart
Be as cute as a bulldog. That's enough

awwwwww its alright come mama give you a hug ♥

Your religious beliefs
Look at the halo. orz

Talk about your siblings

"Hi big bro i looked up upon you all the times & you're great but not today cause you chase me out of the bathroom in the morning and disrupted my blissful bathing ritual."

A picture of yourself



HAHAHA I AM MAD. . // 11:12:00 AM Photobucket

Hello habitants of the dying Mother Earth, this is huishan here~
Been feeling rather sentimental recently.

Well its hard being a girl, our emotional range is as vast as the universe.
*insert galaxy jpeg*

So i been like heeheehee *giggles* then suddenly frown and scowl then finally the breakdown - sobsobsobsob *sniffes*

This is really crazy.

btw gifs from my few of my favourite anime /movie.

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This part is so heartbreaking :(. I love the white dragon so much!T-T

& then,
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HAHAHAHA. *nobs*



rabbit teeth grin. . Tuesday, July 26, 2011 // 4:06:00 PM Photobucket




Ohman, i need a haircut so badly.
When is the last time i entered a barbershop?.

Urmmmmm when human get help from the alien on constructing the Pyramid.
:).

Good things are happening to me!.
See i told you, do a good deed and it will come back to you.

But i am only kind to the animals and those in needy.
For the others? mehhhh *shove them aside*

So angry now.
am like looking at photos and aww cute cute cute i am in love hee hee tee hee then....smooching?!!!.

i don't want to see!
*slam laptop shut!!!*

LOL ok bye bye off i go~


hulo . Sunday, July 24, 2011 // 8:37:00 PM Photobucket

I will be so dead if my boss decided to pop into the shop now.
HAHAHAHA

Am watching norwengien wood the movie and kenichi is so cute.
I love guys who look sleepy 24/7 hahaha.

"之后,
我就不知道该如何同别人交往
不知道究竟怎样才算是爱”

& i actually did shed a tear or two in the shop while watching the movie.
LOL.

to make it worst, a regular came in and thought i am upset or something.
AHHHHHHHHHH BYEBYE MY GOOD SALES TODAY T^T.




镜花水月 . Thursday, July 21, 2011 // 10:33:00 PM Photobucket

镜中之花 水中之月
虚无缥缈 总归一空

若君无意 我便休。


i have come to my senses . Tuesday, July 19, 2011 // 9:44:00 PM Photobucket

screw this.
I shall stop mind fucking myself.

SO WHAT EVEN IF THE WHOLE WORLD DESERTED ME?
SO WHAT EVEN IF I AM THE LAST ALIEN ON EARTH?

SO WHAT.
With fresh oxygen, abundant h2o and nutrients plus a source of entertainment (books+laptop with internet connection),
i can still survive.

Meh.
pft

fuck you all!.
-driven into insanity-

& now i shall go and take in nutrients essential for my own survival.


miao miao . // 8:20:00 PM Photobucket




Finally found miaomiao~
Am so worried about her for the past few days (death,injury,send to spca etc)

look like it will be doing fine~
Since she look so fierce i doubt anyone would go and bully her.

HAHAHA
&yes i can't take a photo of her face cause i will think she will scratch me if i do so :(

Erm why is it that all the animals that i like are so fat?.

Am feeling so upset now,
Why is it that whenever i read about something negative written by my friend/ din't get a reply i will start to jump into conclusion and eventually thinking that it is somehow or somewhat my fault.

So mind fucking, i hate it.

Thus googled about "keep on thinking that everything is my fault" & all sort of shitty stuff appears,social anxiety then suffering from low self esteem to being cause by my upbringing.

-_-.
ffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh
KAO, i am super optimistic ok go away!

:(.

sometimes i don't desire a happy ending cause fairy godmother won't be there to flick her wand on me anymore.


. Monday, July 18, 2011 // 2:49:00 PM Photobucket

SHOULD I FEIGN DEPRESSION JUST TO BRING A KITTEN HOME?.
LOL,JUST KIDDIN.

*small voice inside my head*
Should i should i??

am feeling so refreshed today
loving my decision to not go school~

Awwwwww a day without facing humans. i like

But should i head out to buy 胭脂水粉(rough) ?.
Mine are all either running out or in pieces

yawns so tired.
maybe i should just stay home and pack my wardrobe AGAIN.




gloomy. . Friday, July 15, 2011 // 12:46:00 AM Photobucket

You know,
I am those kind of irritating "afraid to die" people who will keep on restarting&refreshing my game until i get the purrfect state to start my game with. Even if i am halfway through the game and i make a wrong choice I WILL FIGGING RESTART.

I am insane right.
That's why it took me so damn long to complete a game hahahaha

I can't stand imperfection in life.
It will kill me mentally and yet my life is full of them :(

Feeling so lousy now, I am one useless alien without any bright future to look forward to.
The only dim ray of hope i can harbor now is to marry jaejoong/Gdragon/jaychou (HAHAHAHAHA)

Feeling so moody now,
at least my nose is still intact heeheehee lame harry potter joke.

Ok i should go to sleep now and cheer up!
I must not throw the alien race's face by being so weak. Imma one strong alien aja!.

f33l1ng s0 t1r3d n0w :(