. Tuesday, May 3, 2011 // 12:35:00 PM 
When i am already in doubts, I really don't need you to confirm it for me.
When i am already in doubts, I really don't need you to confirm it for me.
I know perfectly well that i look extremely ugly in centre-parting cause there will be no hair to cover 1/3 of my hideous face but you really don't need to tell me that with a gross out expression.
Yes, i am fucking ugly. My face is round& fat,even my cheeks is unbalance. i got such puny eyes, buck out crooked set of teeth and the amount of my hair is so pathetic, putting them together i am such a monster who is pathetically useless and had no skill i can be proud of. and oh, i speak such lousy English that drive people mad.
I perfectly aware of how my reflection in the mirror looks like so please, i do not dare to wish for any words of encouragement from your mouth but just spare me from those gentle reminders of yours.
Be it out of good will or just a old habit you can't kick,
I am getting mentally fucked by them.
I spent yesterday night tossing around on my bed, unable to sleep cause i just can't stop thinking about how fucking ugly i am.
Enough?.
