. Friday, January 7, 2011 // 1:19:00 AM 
stop comparing,
I do know i am inferior in all aspects so just let me blindfold myself and live in my world spun out of lies.
Reality is harsh and i had suffered enough,
and there nothing much i can do to change it.
all that i am capable of is telling myself that i'll be strong and i will do better tommorrow.
But sometime even i myself will doubt that little voice inside of me so just let me feign the idiot.
the happiness will be brief but at least it will save me from insanity.
stop comparing,
I do know i am inferior in all aspects so just let me blindfold myself and live in my world spun out of lies.
Reality is harsh and i had suffered enough,
and there nothing much i can do to change it.
all that i am capable of is telling myself that i'll be strong and i will do better tommorrow.
But sometime even i myself will doubt that little voice inside of me so just let me feign the idiot.
the happiness will be brief but at least it will save me from insanity.
