Cause whenever i am alone or what,

i can just cry out of no reason

and when some words flashes through my brain i can like,

totally break down and cry till i am breathless.

ok abit mad,i had no idea what is happening to me.

but things are getting better,i calmed down abit. i guess

So i am online shopping till like......

LOL, spent spent spent spent spent to find back a tiny bit of moi happiness.

For the rest of this week i guess i should just shop and work my ass off, and maybe start to do my ut2 assignments. Cause at least i can have someone to talk to and is able to joke and laugh like a normal human in the shop.

but ughhh working is so tiringggg

plus i want a higher pay job :C

So work and sleep till monday when the school reopen and all the shit will end.

Will be suffering so much in school till i forget about everything!, examples are lack of sleep, fyps, uts and bahbahbahbahbah most importantly CE POINTS.

i need to bloody graduate before i die there.

and then maybe start reflecting on myself first on why all this shit is happening to me.

sigh.

Cause whenever i am alone or what,

i can just cry out of no reason

and when some words flashes through my brain i can like,

totally break down and cry till i am breathless.

ok abit mad,i had no idea what is happening to me.

but things are getting better,i calmed down abit. i guess

So i am online shopping till like......

LOL, spent spent spent spent spent to find back a tiny bit of moi happiness.

For the rest of this week i guess i should just shop and work my ass off, and maybe start to do my ut2 assignments. Cause at least i can have someone to talk to and is able to joke and laugh like a normal human in the shop.

but ughhh working is so tiringggg

plus i want a higher pay job :C

So work and sleep till monday when the school reopen and all the shit will end.

Will be suffering so much in school till i forget about everything!, examples are lack of sleep, fyps, uts and bahbahbahbahbah most importantly CE POINTS.

i need to bloody graduate before i die there.

and then maybe start reflecting on myself first on why all this shit is happening to me.

sigh.

Cause whenever i am alone or what,

i can just cry out of no reason

and when some words flashes through my brain i can like,

totally break down and cry till i am breathless.

ok abit mad,i had no idea what is happening to me.

but things are getting better,i calmed down abit. i guess

So i am online shopping till like......

LOL, spent spent spent spent spent to find back a tiny bit of moi happiness.

For the rest of this week i guess i should just shop and work my ass off, and maybe start to do my ut2 assignments. Cause at least i can have someone to talk to and is able to joke and laugh like a normal human in the shop.

but ughhh working is so tiringggg

plus i want a higher pay job :C

So work and sleep till monday when the school reopen and all the shit will end.

Will be suffering so much in school till i forget about everything!, examples are lack of sleep, fyps, uts and bahbahbahbahbah most importantly CE POINTS.

i need to bloody graduate before i die there.

and then maybe start reflecting on myself first on why all this shit is happening to me.

sigh.